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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Friday, October 30, 2009

two hundred & eightyfour

itunes: meet me halfway by black eyed peas

From the fact that I barely come here for an entry, it goes to show how time-tight I've been for the past ten weeks.

And I'm trying to fight back my tears again. For quite a few times today, I really wanted to breakdown. The stress is building up, and I'm just afraid things won't turn out well.

Consolation, my parents are going to buy back supper. I'm super-duper hungry, but I guess I'm prepared to stay up tonight.

Just one more month to go.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

two hundred & eightythree

itunes: battlefield by jordin sparks

I got a feeling that I'll be falling sick quite soon, have been sneezing alot the past two days. Not that I'm trying to curse myself or anything, but part of me feel like I want to just be ill for a day so that I can rest at home? I'm getting a little tired already.

And I know I tend to cry, to relieve stress. RRRAH I NEED TO RANT.

Monday, October 05, 2009

two hundred & eightytwo

itunes: the good kind by the wreckers

I'm getting a migraine, and whenever it comes, it's highly 'cause I'm stressed.

And I'm feeling a little scared and apprehensive. I don't want it to be a wrong choice for me. Just that if I get pushed too much for this, I think I would rather want to give it up. 'Cause it doesn't stand that high a priority on my list.

But then, yet again, I know myself well enough. I might just be too chicken to admit to that and then eventually will stay in there if I get pushed.

I still have to learn how to reject.

Please, let it be okay.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

two hundred & eightyone

itunes: learning to breathe by switchfoot

I finally have the time to sit down for a really proper entry, I hope.

Actually, I think it's just me that keep procrastinating. I seem to come here recently, just to vent my anger and frustration.

Mid-term break starts for one week, and I finally felt like it's time to rest. For the past seven weeks, I've been keeping myself busy with trying my best to keep up with school work and class. This was hardly what I've done for the past year, except maybe last sem's exception for TWC. But somehow, at the end of the day, I tend to feel a sense of accomplishment to know that I know what's going on in class. No more getting lost like how I felt in FA previously, and hopefully this continues for the rest of the semester.

Just another seven more weeks plus after recess week. I'm looking ultra forward to December holidays in LA finally! =) HAPPY ME.

Only thing is that, I forsee lots of rushing for projects plus presentations. And ah, I think I should stop with school stuff.

But then, this is what it's been keeping me busy. The thoughts of having a SAthree gathering, going back to Dempsey slowly drifted to the back of my head. And I guess all these will have to wait till semester ends.

Ooh, and I forgot to mention this (though it happened almost 2 months ago): I caught my first ever meteor shower!!! =)

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

two hundred & eighty

itunes: breakeven by the script

I can't believe myself. Just the two questions, and I'm giving up. I actually break down, again.

I guess I'm starting to feel the stress that's beginning to build up. I didn't think it will be this bad. I didn't even think it was going to be bad at all.

ARGH, I'm going to sleep it off.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

two hundred & seventynine

itunes: permanent by david cook

This is effing demoralising. I'm attempting the nth time of this question, but effing solver refuses to bulge. And I can't believe I'm crying over this.

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Wednesday, September 09, 2009

twohundred & seventyeight

itunes: before the worst by the script

Somehow, I feel quite crap today.

I'm tired already, last week was when I begin to just doze off at earlier timing. And this week, I'm mentally tired. I don't know whether it's school work.

And if it is, omg I want to kill myself over MS. It's freaking tedious.

And I have to face it when I wake up from my sleep in 8 hours.