itunes: amazing by westlife

I'm truly feeling the effects of a hectic school life now. Alright, it's just the exhaustion that I get each day, after coming home and having to take a nap which eventually ends up into a few hours-long sleep. It's going back into the wrong way.

On the brighter side, it's going to be just a few weeks more, before I get the time to do what I want to, whether it's just by myself or not. After next week when the promotional exams are over, I'll make the extra effort to catch up on things that I have been missing out, right from the start, pick back up the lost-friendships, and get myself back on track.

Anyway, the comprehension for General Paper today was really thought-provoking, about freedom that's being given to children. It made me look back, and reflect on my life, finding examples to use. Just really hope I'm going to do alright for it, having such a closely related theme to people like us.

Just today again, I truly confirm one of my weakness. And that's what most people too, fear, jealousy. Seriously, it makes people break, not literally, but it isn't easy to overcome jealousy. Hardly is there anyone who's able to do it.

Maybe I should be sleeping soon, it hasn't totally been all that a good day for me. Not that it was a bad day, where everything just seems so down for me. My eyelids are just getting heavier, and I really do need sleep.

By the way, I still am harping over the fact that Jonathan Leong didn't win Singapore Idol. Argh, I can't believe myself, over that tearing-incident that day. Opps.

can't you tell, that i need you the most now.

itunes: obvious by westlife

Arh well, 2 am is the maximum today, preferably before that actually.

I'm looking forward to Singapore Idol Grand Finals this weekend. =)

And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song

itunes: no no by westlife

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	beatrix sio
Birthday:	10th november 1989
Birthplace:	singapore
Current Location:	singapore
Eye Color:	black
Hair Color:	black dark brown
Height:	163cm
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
The Shoes You Wore Today:	addidas sneakers
Your Weakness:	being weak
Your Fears:	snakes, loss of friendships/relationships
Your Perfect Pizza:	hawaiian would do
Your Most Overused Phrase On an IM:	haha or oh hey
Thoughts First Waking Up:	can i hear westlife being played, it's my alarm btw
Your Best Physical Feature:	single eyelid, haha
Your Bedtime:	after one am it seems
Your Most Missed Memory:	one year, ten months
Pepsi or Coke:	coke
MacDonalds or Burger King:	macs
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	lipton ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate, erh vanilla too
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	no way
Do you Swear:	discreetly, as much as possible
Do you Sing:	hide it
Do you Shower Daily:	yeah
Have you Been in Love:	yeah
Do you want to go to College:	yeah
Do you want to get Married:	yeah
Do you belive in yourself:	i hope i do.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	nah
Do you think you are Attractive:	erh
Are you a Health Freak:	nah
Do you get along with your Parents:	yeah
Do you like Thunderstorms:	no preference
Do you play an Instrument:	piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yeah
In the past month have you Smoked:	nah
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	nah
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nah
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
Have you ever eaten a box of Oreos:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yeah
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nah
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nah
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	nah
Ever been Drunk:	nah
Ever been called a Tease:	hopefully not
Ever been Beaten up:	nope
Ever Shoplifted:	nah
How do you want to Die:	naturally,
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	great mother to my kids, good friend to everyone else
What country would you most like to Visit:	switzerland
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	black brown...
Favourite Hair Color:	black brown...varies
Short or Long Hair:	erh
Height:	>me
Weight:	doesn't really matter
Best Clothing Style:	as appropriate
Number of Drugs I have taken:	none?
Number of CDs I own:	as many as want to
Number of Piercings:	2?
Number of Tattoos:	erh
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

itunes: she's back by westlife

A new cycle seems to be starting. After school, it's either at Holland Village Gelare, or back home, at least after 6pm. Wash-up, dinner, read the newspaper, and then back up in my room. Feeling really exhausted to start work, and in the end, take a nap, which after waking up deciding that I am too tired to study.

Though it has only been this way for the past two nights, it seems to be getting on to me. Seriously, I'm just getting really tired again. Late nights aren't that often anymore, actually. Ah, I'm just waiting for the post-promos. Alright, who isn't actually? Haha.

I shall try now, to prevent a new routine from happening. Can't afford for it too. Grrr.

So tell me why the hell I hear music
Every time she calls I hear music
Is it just the way she loves to confuse me
Oh baby
Just when I moved on
Believed that she was gone
She's back again...
She's back again

itunes: home by westlife

Went to Esplanade to watch Forbidden City on Saturday, it was really good, commendable ratings. Have never watched any musical as fantastic as it was, and I really wouldn't mind paying, to watch it again. Never knew that Kit Chan was that good. Plus, it was much better than the Sound of Music last year, which was an overseas production.

Anyway, it's just bout slightly less than two weeks to the start of what we have been preparing the whole JC1 year for, and it's ending in about three weeks time. Really fast, isn't it?

I'm still on my Westlife craze by the way. =)

Show me the way to make a start
Show me the road back to your heart
And I've learned the only truth that I need to know
There's a million places I can go
But without you it ain't home
It ain't home

itunes: everything by rafe

WE ALL LOVE WESTLIFE, DON'T WE???

[CLICK!!!]

everything everything everything
rock about you
and your stories of a simple world,

itunes: hit you with the real thing by westlife

Ah, here it comes again, say hello to the flu bug.

Doing the General Paper mock exam on Wednesday in the Multi-Purpose Hall, made me sneeze throughout the paper. And right now, I'm facing a dilemma.

If I were to switch on the air-con, it's going to be freezing cold. If I don't, it'll be really stuffy, with my stuffy nose. Grrr, so maybe I should just switch it on and off, and repeat it throughout the night. This is going to cause it to rain, in my room again. Stupid air-con, which rains when it feels like it.

Ooh, GELARE WAFFLES!!! Have been eating it quite often, and it's been twice in a week! The sudden craving of it, really tempts me so much. But no, I won't be going there tomorrow. At least, for the next few days I think.

Well, let's just say, maybe I've been happier these few days. Managedto pass things off, more or less. Or rather, just too caught up with what's going to come, in two weeks' time.

Ah, DISNEYLAND and DISNEYSEA, on the 21ST OCTOBER, CONFIRMED!!! =)

itunes: everything by rafe

"She catches fire and she burns
she is everything I've yearned
suppressed the evil in my mind
with her around the room just shines

Playing raindrops in my heart
to fly or die don't seemed that hard
She shares my toothbrush and my dreams
I never lose, with her I win

The harder we fall, the higher we will bounce tonight..

Everything, everything, everything
rock about you
and your stories of a simple world
Everything, everything, everything's
great and I can't still believe it that she is my girl

I am her king, And she's my queen tonight

She cuts my hair and paints my nails
she wears her high-heels , walk like snails
She loves me even though I'm broke
She's on a high
is she on coke?

The harder we fall, the higher we will bounce tonight..

Everything, everything, everything
rock about you
and your stories of a simple world
Everything, everything, everything's
great and I can't still believe it that she is my girl

I am her king, And she's my queen tonight

And im waiting for you
constantly girl, You're something new
break my heart, 'til the end of the days
for life

Everything, everything, everything
rock about you
and your stories of a simple world
Everything, everything, everything's
great and I can't still believe it that she is my girl

I am her king, And she's my queen tonight..."

itunes: try again by westlife

Technology is evil, it's just plain evil.

Hush now don't you cry
There will be a better day
I promise you
We can work it out
But only if you let me know
What's on your mind
...
Try again
Never stop believing
Try again
Don't give up on your love
Stumble and fall
Is the heart of it all
When you fall down
Just try again


Where were you, when I needed you the most.

itunes: nobody puts baby in the corner by fall out boy

Just because of this one issue, my life has took a change, a real sharp-turn kind of change. It's been more than a few months, and still, I don't seem to have adapt to this change at all, not the slightest bit.

Probably, like what it's been said, I'm just living in self-denial; being stubborn; totally, freaking headstrong about it. But, I JUST CAN'T HELP IT!!!

I've tried, not just once, but time and time again. Sometimes, I would just wonder what would have been the case if everything have not started. If that had been the case, I wouldn't be what I am now. I would have missed out a really great deal about the beautiful things of life.

It's going to take a while more, much longer than what everyone think it would, beyond my own thinking in fact.

So, do pardon me, if I'm not myself, even the little bits. Believe me, I miss the old me, like how I was, through the whole one year and ten months.

Back then, I was happier, like I've never been before. [Or simply put it: Last time I very happy, now I very not happy. Haha]

I keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

itunes: written in the stars by westlife

I feel angsty, really ANGRY with myself.

So indeed, I did lose the bet to you Keith. Guess you would see this, so do collect the five bucks from me on Monday. Hope you know what I'm referring to anyway. Explanations when you ask me then.

I just had such a strong feelin that I would, and I really did. But I had chose to ignore it at first, thinking that it was all too coincidental, and that I was thinking too much. In the end, it just had to be so. I'm just wondering why I even did bother to look in, in the first place.

Seems like I'm just causing my own misery anyway.

Why is everything so coincidental?

it's like i live a thousand lifetimes
still looking for the one that feels right
see, moving on just isn't working
you lit the fire that i burn in

itunes: how does it feel by westlife

True lovers never take it slowly
When they've found the one and only
Nothing can replace this feeling
Knowing someone loves you

It's painted with the pain and glory
Taking from a known sad story
Laying out my life before me
Fearing the unknown

Sharing never showed me much appeal
And now I'm only praying it's for real

So how does it feel
When I hold you in my arms
And you're lying next to me
Never wanting you to leave
Until I'll tell you how it feels
To be cradled like my dreams
And to know that you love me
No more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel

Forever taken you for granted
You give me everything I wanted
I'm so afraid that I might lose you
But time will let us see
If everything is real I'm feeling
Well maybe we've been only dreaming
And if it's gonna die to save it
Cos baby I believe

Nothing in the world could make it right
Cos baby loving you brings me to life

And how does it feel
When I hold you in my arms
And you're lying next to me
Never wanting you to leave
Until I'll tell you how it feels
To be cradled like my dreams
And to know that you love me
No more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel

Nothing in the world could feel this right
Cos baby you're the best thing in my life

How does it feel
When I hold you in my arms
And you're lying next to me
Never wanting you to leave
Until I'll tell you how it feels
To be cradled like my dreams
And to know that you love me
No more wasting time in asking other people
How does it feel

who says that westlife can't be emotional,

This isn't goodbye,
even as I watch you leave,
this isn't goodbye
I swear I won't cry,
even as tears fill my eyes,
I swear I won't cry
[what makes a man]

this song, never fails to touch me.

itunes: slide by goo goo dolls

This is my new hobby, okay, not that NEW.

and, say HELLO,
















to my new friend. =)

itunes: grand theft autumn/where is your boy by fall out boy

Argh, okay, I'm a little angsty, because PAUL TWOHILL'S OUT!!! Alright, not that I idolise him or like him, but he's my favourite of the whole SI. But well, just really hope that Jonathan will be in the top two, if not, there ain't gonna be much point in going for the finals.

I tried doing Math at Venezia@Guthrie House today, couldn't at all, it felt so straining. It seems like the whole holiday, or rather for the few days left, I'll only be able to do Chemistry.

Hmmm, I haven't actually got the photos from the steamboat last night. So, it shall just wait, haha.

ooh, guess what???

IT'S WESTLIFE TOMORROW, FINALLY!!!

The concert that I've been waiting for since, years ago, five whole years, is FINALLY HERE! In twenty-four hours time, the concert should be over. HOW FAST IS THAT??? Okay, I'll treasure every single moment of the concert tomorrow, and go HIGH totally, with Hannah. We haven't been so idol-crazy for such a long time! And I can see SHANE FILAN really upclose, okay not that close, but row two at least. Haha.

I'll enjoy the rest of my holiday. =)

Thanks, Ari and Keith, for giggling in the car today. Haha.

itunes: iris by goo goo dolls

Yeah, I'm perfectly all alright, don't worry. In fact, I'm feeling all much better than I've been, previously. =)

I'll do the class steamboat update, when I get the photos.

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

I never realise how beautiful the song was.

itunes: eyelash wishes by the all-american rejects

Okay, it went well. I should just chill, relax, take a deep breathe, and wait.

Argh, if only it was really that simple. Haha.

Just be brave
Just listen to me
Your heart gives mine reason to beat, now

your picture speaks on this time, eyelash wishes

itunes: dance inside by the all-american rejects

Gelare again today, after having roast chicken spaghetti and raspberry shiver at n.y.d.c. I'm quite sure the auntie at Gelare knows me now, after saying thanks and bye to her today. I felt quite satisfied with my progress today, more or less. And yeah, Holland Village is definitely an ACS place, every little corner, you can tell from it.

Before packing up, had a little chat, with Erwin, and he never fails to enlighten me in some way. I realised how much things have changed, how much each of us should move on, from whatever situation and circumstances that we are facing. But how easy is it, exactly, to be able to do that.

Is it happiness, or love, that's the main motivation in each of our lives? It's from love, that you gain happiness.

Anyway, after dinner with my mummy, I met Roy, like finally. Haha, am really glad to have met him, after so long. My old tuition BUDDY: if you do see this, yeah, ORANGE SHIRT IS NICE!!! By the way, we cannot forget Mrs Kao! Must visit her one day soon yeah? =)

I'm just contemplating, what I should do, or should I just leave it.

There's no one who knows how I feel it feels like, is there?

itunes: miss you by westlife

Chemistry quiz in the morning, a little frustrating though, to have to bear through the twenty questions. But well, thanks people, for the answers. =)

Went to school, to do the relevant stuff for open house. I didn't exactly paint the banner but started on the powerpoint slides instead. Ended up seating on the floor, just a small distance away from the Oldham Wing toilet. I quite like that spot though, sort of enjoyed doing just what I had to do.

We went on to Sakae@Wheelock for sushi buffet after packing up. I'll never get my money worthwhile at the buffet, I think. Tried the fried salmon for the first time today though, we all went crazy on that, five plates of it. The conveyor belt was spilled with the fried salmon at some parts though, haha.

After that, I went back to SCGS, and I really, seriously miss the music corridor, outside the dance studio, having spent waiting there most of the time after school. Talked to Mr Ang for a little while, and well, people do change. I was really glad when Jessie came, 'cause things picked up much better from there. She never fails to make me laugh throughout the few hours there, whether it was bitching, or singing her praises. Thanks alot Jessie, for accompanying me too! I know you'll miss me, just one more week only though. =)

JESSIE YOU ROCK!!!

i miss you dil, and the team.

Anyway, the house seems a little quiet tonight. Brent is away in school, for prefects' camp, and he isn't here to disturb or irritate me. Older bro is still in army. Oh well, it's too quiet for comfort, I guess.

Cause when our love seems to fade away,
Listen to me hear what I say,
I don't wanna feel,
the way that i do,
I just wanna be,
right here with you,
I don't wanna see,
see us apart,
I just wanna say it straight from my heart,
I miss you.....

itunes: promise by matchbook romance


i guess it's finally goodnight, for the night.

=)

I'll fall asleep tonight, 'cause that brings me closer to you

I don't exactly know why, but there was just this sudden urge to use blogger, so I decided to use this account.

I've come to realisation about things today again. It just seems that things are distant, getting more and more distant each time. I feel as if I had been living in another world, just floating by. So many things, that I just wish I knew how to put in down into words, or say it out straightaway. But I guess, some things are better left unknown, isn't that so?

Things aside, I've really got to move on with what I've been doing. The past few nights, I've actually managed to get more rest, but they ain't exactly good. Most of it being naps, waking up after one or two hour plus, and going back to sleep again. Feeling a little weird with all these.

I shall will, look forward to this week,