itunes: nobody puts baby in the corner by fall out boy

Just because of this one issue, my life has took a change, a real sharp-turn kind of change. It's been more than a few months, and still, I don't seem to have adapt to this change at all, not the slightest bit.

Probably, like what it's been said, I'm just living in self-denial; being stubborn; totally, freaking headstrong about it. But, I JUST CAN'T HELP IT!!!

I've tried, not just once, but time and time again. Sometimes, I would just wonder what would have been the case if everything have not started. If that had been the case, I wouldn't be what I am now. I would have missed out a really great deal about the beautiful things of life.

It's going to take a while more, much longer than what everyone think it would, beyond my own thinking in fact.

So, do pardon me, if I'm not myself, even the little bits. Believe me, I miss the old me, like how I was, through the whole one year and ten months.

Back then, I was happier, like I've never been before. [Or simply put it: Last time I very happy, now I very not happy. Haha]

I keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.