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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Wednesday, November 29, 2006

fifty two

itunes: your call by secondhand serenade

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight


Stripped and pollished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Because every breath that you will take
while you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home

( I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight


(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

29th. =(

thanks leheng for the song. =)

Monday, November 27, 2006

fifty one

itunes: easy by westlife

Science Centre was quite fun after all. I didn't check out the Waterworks area cause it was raining quite heavily. They removed the Mirror Maze which I looked forward to at first. But well, there was the Newtown Sound Machine, and I think that's the coolest, plus the Invisible Harp. Haha, and check out the pictures.






























The second photo is taken on the same day, just only after THIRTEEN minutes.

Which means it's 6398143092 - 6398142338 = 754 babies within THIRTEEN minutes, and 754 divided by 13 = 58 babies per MINUTE.

Haha. Okay, I'm just wowed by that fact.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

fifty

itunes: the dance by westlife

This is entry number FIFTY!!! Quite fast eh?

Anyway, just got back home from watching A Battle of Wits, at GV Plaza. Well, I'll give the movie four stars. It's good, especially so if you're interested in war tactical sort of shows. The way the lead guy, played by Andy Lau, thinks of each of the defensive tactics is just, amazing. Beware for the action in the movie. It's just a little long though, 132 minutes I think.

Ooh, and I've got a Ramon penguin doll of Happy Feet from the popcorn combo. Haha, I wouldn't mind watching Happy Feet again. And well, Saw 3 is R21, which means I can only wait till the DVD comes out.

Training tomorrow, and after that, I'll be going to the Science Centre with my brother. Yes, the Science Centre. =)

forty nine

itunes: the rose by westlife

As you can see, I've got the NEW WESTLIFE ALBUM!!! AH! *freaks out*.

Okay, it is WESTLIFE after all, can't help it that I'm so excited! And it's the Love Album, though they are all covers, it's still a good album. =) =) =)

See the repeated smileys? WESTLIFE makes my day! Okay. Enough.

Btw, I've changed my layout back to the original, cause there have been several complaints about the weird layout. Well, just have to take some time to get used to it, I suppose, but, I'm nice, you see. =)


Some say love it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.

Some say love it is a hunger
An endless, aching need
I say love it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.


It's the heart afraid of breaking
That never learns to dance
It's the dream afraid of waking
That never takes the chance


It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely
And the road has been too long.
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong.

Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snow
Lies the seed that with the sun's love,
In the spring, becomes the rose.

Friday, November 24, 2006

forty eight

itunes: beautiful love by the afters

So after bowling consecutively for three days, with at least two sqauds, eight games, my wrist hurts, my leg hurts. It's alright that I didn't get qualify, ah well.

Watched Happy Feet yesterday anyway, it was really entertaining. The penguins are just so, so cute! And I've yet to watch Step Up. Plus, I've got Centrestage and High School Musical to watch, in this laptop.

I'm looking forward to the KL Milo Bowling trip at Sunway Lagoon, just a few more weeks to go. =)

Anyway, SCGS Masquerade prom was just exactly a year ago. Seriously, it's passing by too fast. And I don't quite like it.

Okay, this post is just too broken-up.

Ah, I miss what I used to have, so much.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

forty seven

itunes: welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance

Having bowled about sixteen games for the past two days, sort of made me rediscover my passion for bowling? Ah haha, sounds kind of corny anyway.

But yeah, wearing the ACJC bowling shirt and being afraid of embarrassing the team, with an average of zero recorded in the SBF average records, being only able to bowl in the youth squad, being intimidated by the much younger bowlers who bowl much MUCH better than me, leg-cramp/overstretched left leg, damn-full-but-delicious-dinner, all these didn't matter in the end, when I get a double or a turkey.

The feeling is just, wonderful. =)

And so, I'll try my best, to bowl as well as I can, and who knows, I may be able to qualify then.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIANNE!!!

Saturday, November 18, 2006

forty six

itunes: one in a million by bosson

I almost forgot this.

And so I was at the salon on Tuesday, and I read about my horoscope in HerWorld mag, I think. It's for this month by the way.

"The most intense sign in the horoscope. Scorpios are deeply emotional and reflective personalities with a strong streak of reasoning in them. But get on the wrong side of the stinger and you'll know what it's truly like to face the wrath of a woman scorned. In love too, the Scorpio is as equally passionate and energetic."

So, watch out! Haha.

Ah, bring me back to a year ago, please?

forty five

itunes: she will be loved by maroon 5

Ah, exactly a year ago, it was the last day of the O Levels. How fast time flies by eh?

And I guess, exactly at this time a year ago, we were all lining up in the amphitheatre, waiting to go to the badminton hall to take the last paper, Chemistry. I do wish, I was taking the O Levels again actually. Haha.

And I still remember this thing. It was my counter, for counting down till the end of O Levels.



NO MORE (i removed the counter btw), I MIGHT OPEN IT AGAIN THOUGH, TWO YEARS TIME FOR A LEVELS DEN, HAHA!!!

OCTOBER TO END OF YEAR SCHEDULE/
O LEVEL TIMETABLE [HCL, FULL LIT, HIST ELECTIVE, BIO-CHEM]

18TH OCTOBER 2005, TUESDAY [TIME] - BIOLOGY PRACTICAL
25TH OCTOBER 2005, TUESDAY [TIME] - CHEMISTRY PRACTICAL
30TH OCTOBER 2005, SUNDAY - CLARA WONG'S SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY
31ST OCTOBER 2005, MONDAY [0800-1000] - HIGHER CHINESE PAPER ONE
31ST OCTOBER 2005, MONDAY [1030-1230] - HIGHER CHINESE PAPER TWO
01ST NOVEMBER 2005, TUESDAY - ROXANNE LIAO'S SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY / DEEPAVALI [PUBLIC HOLIDAY]
03RD NOVEMBER 2005, THURSDAY - HARI RAYA PUASA [PUBLIC HOLIDAY]
07TH NOVEMBER 2005, MONDAY - ANDREA KHOO'S SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY
07TH NOVEMBER 2005, MONDAY [0800-1000] - MATHEMATICS PAPER ONE
07TH NOVEMBER 2005, MONDAY [1400-1530] - COMBINED HUMANITIES PAPER ONE [SOCIAL STUDIES]
08TH NOVEMBER 2005, TUESDAY - HANNAH GOH'S SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY
09TH NOVEMBER 2005, WEDNESDAY [0800-0945] - ENGLISH LANGUAGE [REVISED] PAPER ONE
09TH NOVEMBER 2005, WEDNESDAY [1015-1155] - ENGLISH LANGUAGE [REVISED] PAPER TWO
10TH NOVEMBER 2005, THURSDAY - MY SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY!!! =)
10TH NOVEMBER 2005, THURSDAY [1400-1500] - BIOLOGY PAPER ONE
10TH NOVEMBER 2005, THURSDAY [1530-1715] - BIOLOGY PAPER TWO
11TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY - BRENTON SIO'S [MY BROTHER'S] FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY
11TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [0800-1030] - MATHEMATICS PAPER TWO
11TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [1430-1600] - LITERATURE IN ENGLISH PAPER ONE [I'M THE KING OF THE CASTLE+UNSEEN]
13TH NOVEMBER 2005, SUNDAY - CASSIE LIM'S SIXTEENTH BIRTHDAY
14TH NOVEMBER 2005, MONDAY [0800-0920] - LITERATURE IN ENGLISH PAPER TWO [TWELFTH NIGHT]
15TH NOVEMBER 2005, TUESDAY [1400-1600] - ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER ONE
17TH NOVEMBER 2005, THURSDAY [0800-1000] - ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS PAPER TWO
18TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [0800-0930] - COMBINED HUMANITIES PAPER THREE [HISTORY]
18TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [1430-1530] - CHEMISTRY PAPER ONE
18TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [1600-1745] - CHEMISTRY PAPER TWO
18TH NOVEMBER 2005, FRIDAY [1745 ONWARDS] -
END OF O LEVELS, YEAH!PARTY PARTY PARTY!!!
BLAH BLAH BLAH...





Damn, I can tell that I'm quite bored, after watching only Meteor Garden again, and falling asleep in between.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

forty four

itunes: blind by lifehouse

So I haven't had an entry for the past few days.

Anyway, I just woke up, right in the middle of a late afternoon. And I've got the usual migrane, I think. I actually slept before 12 am last night, and woke up after 12 hours, it's been a really long while that I've got so much sleep. But nah, it ain't exactly good, if you wake up with a migrane. And so, I had my lunch, did the usual online stuff, watched a little of tv, and then get another few hours of sleep. Go away, migrane!

Trainings have been really regular, and yeah, I really do enjoy trainings. I still love to bowl, though it's been coming to ten years ever since I've touched a bowling ball. Ah, why am I talking about bowling.

And lately, I have managed to catch up with a few people, and I really like that feeling. Cause I've told myself, that I would make use of this holiday to do so, and I'm more or less halfway through it?

Tomorrow, I think would just be training, and tuition in the evening. That's all. =)

And I'm hungry.

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

Monday, November 13, 2006

forty three

itunes: don't look back in anger by oasis

And after all, I would say, I had a great birthday, and a different one.

Thanks to all who remembered, I'll try to recall everyone who wished me, whether it was personally, phone calls, SMSes, online messages, email or friendster or any form. And for the presents too. =)

Thursday, November 09, 2006

forty two

itunes: a day late by anberlin

Alright, it's about an hour more to go, or less. So, this would be the last time I'm blogging, as a sixteen year old, and feeling all emotional, before I turn seventeen.

Ah, how weird. Haha.

Let's just take a look at my post two years and a year ago.





































Erh ah, I just realised my first wish last year, did come true. Okay, I didn't exactly do that well. But, now I know why my L1R5 was eleven in the end. Haha. Second wish, more or less. And for the third, let's just not talk about it.

And I promise myself, I will look back here, one year later, to see how much has changed, and yeah, I wouldn't change my blog for this one year to come. I promise, I don't want to.

Things that I want to blog about:

1. I hope that the year to come, is going to be a peaceful and alright one. I really don't wish for anymore life-changing experience to struck me, just this one was good enough.
2. I'm going to try to be as happy as I can, cause I've realised that things are starting to pass by faster each time.
3. Everything around me to go alright, and really alright, for everyone.
4. I'll probably add in more later, after the clock strikes twelve. Do check back, as I'm rushing this entry.

I've still got my birthday messages in my phone from all the SMSes last year, should I leave them all there, or should I delete?

And for now, I'll go pack my room, so that it'll look alright when they time comes. =)

Exactly at twelve, I'll let the link be known. And you, please, stop making things so hard for me.

forty one

itunes: lips of an angel by hinder

Okay, so I admit, I did got a lil high just now, but NO, I WASN'T DRUNK!!! Haha.

oneSAthree bbq at ah poh's was good! We had honey sausages, honey crabstick, honey chicken and mutton satay, otah bun, marshmallow dipped in bailey's irish cream, peirong's brownie dipped in bailey's irish cream, and my absolut apeach with sprite. I don't remember eating much, but yeah, felt really bloated after a while.

Maybe it was the drink, I just sat there most of the time talking and drinking, ahem, sprite. And we played "I Never" at the end, while packing up, with just F&N cherryade and plain water. Haha.

Ooh, and here are some photos taken, a lil unglam though. I can forsee myself getting a migrane in the morning later. Ah.





















































And yeah, I'm tired, from everything, that includes you.

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

forty

itunes: she will be loved by maroon 5

Ah, have been about a week since I've updated.

So, OP's FINALLY OVER!!! But aww, am really seriously going to miss cramming for PW actually. As such, next week, the PW group's going to start clearing our holiday assignments and working together, with the 'watching-movie' when we get bored with work.

Anyway, bro's finally home, after three weeks, do miss him actually. Really glad that he's back, and am able to share what has happened through these three weeks, the Japan trip, Promos results, PW and many others.

Also, just earlier this morning at 12am, I managed to pass Hannah her birthday present at her house, which i spent a few hours earlier working on it. Am quite happy with myself, to think of such a surprise, ah haha. Here's what I did!




























In a few hours time, there'll be training. I prefer morning trainings much more than afternoon trainings. And there'll be oneSAthree bbq at ah poh's house in the evening.

=)

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else
I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window, knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore
It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautifu
lI don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved

Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye


Try so hard to say goodbye

Ah, I never fail to love
this song.

Friday, November 03, 2006

thirty nine

itunes: never let go by bryan adams

Ah, getting the post-effects of watching the Guardian. Probably, cause it's one of the few movies that touch my heart, quite deeply, and thus, meaningful. And the soundtrack's nice, or rather, this particular song.

Anyway, OP second dry-run went quite well today. We shall act the video out, the whole interview, good luck, especially to Bang. Haha. I really hope that I do well for PW, cause I don't know, I feel that our whole group has really put in a lot of effort into it. After quite many meetings and late nights together cramming, our PW group, can be considered close, at least, quite close. Plus, we never had any problems working with each other at all. Aww.

So much so that we can go watch a movie together. Erh, okay, no link. Haha.

I shall go read the last story, from the H1 Chinese textbook, now that I'm awake again.


Can you lay your life down, so a stranger can live?
Can you take what you need, but take less than you give?
Could you close every day, without the glory and fame?
Could you hold your head high, when no-one knows your name?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

Can you lose everything, you ever had planned?
Can you sit down again, and play another hand?
Could you risk everything, for the chance of being alone?
Under pressure find the grace, or would you come undone?
That's how legends are made, at least that's what they say?

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'coz you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

We say goodbye, but never let go.
We live, we die, 'but you can't save every soul.
Gotta take every chance to, show that you're the kinda man who;
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.
Will never look back, never look down,and never let go.

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

thirty eight

itunes: shine we are! by BoA

It's NOVEMBER!!!

Well, I've managed to feel much better these few days, with a clearer mind of what I want and all. Maybe, this will be how I feel, hopefully, for the many days to come. =)

Watched The Guardian today, with the PW group at the Cathay. Ah, can recall the first and last time I was there, well, it's been quite a while. The movie was great, though I sort of knew the ending, but it's really good, reminds me of Ladder 49. Go watch it, it's really worth it.

Then had PW at Clarinda's house. We were dilly-dallying again, but managed to get the video done, which was really, really hilarious. Hopefully, the video would be alright on OP day.

Okay, tomorrow after training, I should, I mean, I would go shopping with Mummy. Haha.

I'M A HAPPY GIRL, for today at least.