itunes: my paper heart by the all-american rejects

So, here's my 2006, the more memorable things that happened. (I will list down the dates, if I can remember)

January: ACJC Orientation 2006, first two weeks of school with the OG, many OG outings, Backstreet Boys Concert(24th)

February: O Level Results(10th), Dad's Company's Annual Dinner@Trader's hotel(10th), first night walk around the Clarke Quay area(10th-11th), first Val's@Far East's Gelare(14th), busy preparations for fun-o-rama, Fun-O-Rama(18th), missing Wonder's birthday party(19th)

March: ACJC Orientation 2, 2-hour at ps(10th), bowling camp(13th-15th), sneaking out on the 1st night of camp, 16th march, bro's birthday(17th), first clubbing experience@MOS(17th), steven's birthday@tanjong(24th)

April: half an hour@theCathay(8th), take the lead + tcc(19th), 26th, paragon + glutton's corner(29th)

May: grandfather's passing, A Division Nationals, outings with the team

June: world cup madness, bowlers' stayover, apple dippers craze, term exams

July: term exams results

August: oldman's flying off

September: Westlife's concert(8th), Forbidden City musical, Gelare waffles craze

October: promos, results, 1SAthree outing@Sentosa(9th), 1SAthree stayover(6th-7th), pw, Japan(21st-24th)

November: pw op(7th), my birthday(10th), bowling chalet(29th), bowling + trainings

December: milo trip@sunway lagoon(16th-22nd)


I realised it gets lesser and lesser as each month goes, ah well. I ain't sure if I can do my shoutouts in time.

itunes: breathing by lifehouse

Had lunch with Hannah at the nice Japanese restaurant at Wheelock today, and I liked the udon. We were drinking green tea like mad. Walked to Paragon, and I bought my food from Muji. They didn't have kneaded sweet potato this time. Haha. Then a bus ride down to Suntec, shoe-exchange at Novo, and searched for the electric screw-driver at Carrefour. Bus-ride from Esplanade back home. Thank you, Hannah.

A different December 29th, from the past two.

motormouth, pepperlunch, chinese tall story, overhead-bridge, blueberry tea & apple-aloevera juice, breathing, you make me wanna, towel, true, absolut vodka, ribena, 4am walk, home-sweet-home, 1030am alarm, cab-ride, soccer.

taka escalator, surprise, flower bouqet, video, walk, arcade, tcc, meet the parents & meet the fockers movie marathon, ring, night-walk.

Thank you, Julian, for the love, & the 29ths.


I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I wanna be
Where I wanna be

Let me feel one more time what it feels like to feel.

itunes: with you gone by ryan cabrera

Spent the whole afternoon with my mom at Ikea, bought a pink/red storage drawer. It's so cute and pretty! And I've got a four-piece mirror that's going to be placed above the drawer. So it'll make my so-called, make-up area. Haha.






I just got quite a huge chunk of photos today, from Wonder. It was great just spending half an hour or so talking to your best friend. And it's quite sweet to look through all the photos again.




















29th april 2006
eight months to
29th december 2006

two and a half years

itunes: with you gone by ryan cabrera

Arh, I deleted my whole entry before even publishing it.

It's kind of freaky, to dine in the same restaurant after almost a year and a half, when offered the same table.

Had lunch at the American Club, it was Southern Butter Chicken or something like that, but it was good. I liked the mashed potato. =) Then, cramming INTEGRATION again for almost two hours, at the poolside. But at least, I managed to finish one tutorial. Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia after that, B&J's always make me happy. =) Checked out the bowling alley, and then the arcade. I was such a noob at the shooting game, but the car-racing game was fun. Only realised halfway that there were fifteen laps, though of course, the time ran out even before we were done with fifteen laps.

Ah, older brother's back in camp, and younger brother's in school for prefects' game. It's sort of just me alone, again.

Haha.


Looking back if we had one more night to spend
I would steal every second I would never let it end
Like the taste of your lips what I'd give to drink you in

I will always remember and I know that it goes with me
I will never leave this part of you behind

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on
I want to but I wanted you
Now you stay in my head
I'm not over you yet
I try to but I wanted you

What I miss overall is a smile I can't replace
'Cause it starts in your eyes and
It filled up all the space in my heart
I know I will always remember and
I know that it goes with me
I will never leave this part of you behind

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on
I want to but I wanted you
Now you stay in my head
I'm not over you yet
I try to but I wanted you

Make no mistake I'm here in this place
And I'm waiting around for you
And I can't help it Im still searching
For some way to get through

I will always remember

With you gone it plays on it's so hard to move on
I want to but I wanted you
Now you stay in my head
I'm not over you yet
I try to but I wanted you
I wanted you
I will always remember
I will always remember

itunes: polaris by jimmy eat world

Ah, I was just deciding how I was going to blog for the last entry of the year, sort of like reflections kind of thing. And so, I've decided to do it in a way, that I would list out the people who have made an impact or played a part in my life, for this whole year, and at the same time, a shout-out to them. So for these few days, I would be thinking through of the names.

Yupp, that's all.

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me

itunes: miss you more by bbmak

So here's how I spent Christmas Eve and Christmas.

Same company for both nights, but that's good enough. =)

So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day

itunes: here's to the night by eve 6

Ah, merry christmas.

Erh firstly, I really hope I can stop sniffing and coughing and sneezing. It's getting quite bad.

That's all.

itunes: wherever you will go by the calling

I guess, one of the things that freak people out the most, is seeing how much someone has changed. And it is especially so if that someone is one that you know well, a close friend, or at least you used to know well enough.
Do you know that it's you?
Sigh, it just gets quite disturbing, at times when you think about how much the change is?

Happy Christmas Eve anyway.
=)


If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope
there's someone out there
Who can bring me back toyou

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with myhope
Runaway with my loveI know now, just quite how
My life andlove might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for
all of time

itunes: every little thing you do by westlife

So for the past week, I've been up at Sunway Lagoon. Well, it has been quite a different experience after all.

The familiar words (that we hear/say almost everyday):
mqs (master-qualifyings), twenty-one, man luck, ban ban, bopi (or something like that), picture/pitcher (haha), ah-pek, five, ten, one, zeng, banker, go leng,
and the list goes on.

Basically, it's quite obvious from the words that what we've been up to for almost the whole-trip.

16th December
- transtar first class vip express with 16-seats, stewardess, massage, video-on-demand, games, food
- ride to Sunway with uncle robert, auntie wendy, arianne, uncle raymond, brenton, clarence, nicholas, edwin, roosevelt, jiahao, honpun, ivan
- stuck at causeway for 2 over hours
- white rice-omelette-sweet/sour fish lunch on board the bus
- check in about 4 plus
- room 5162, coincidentally connecting room with keith, august, kenneth
- explored sunway pyramid shopping centre, bowling alley, checked in bowling balls, dinner at manhatten fish market
- DUNKIN' DONUTS
- supporting at megalanes alley
- twenty-one at room 5161

17th December
- breakfast at waffleworld
- outdoor coffeebean
- 50RM taxi ride to KLCC
- 5 whole hours of shopping
- peking duck pizza dinner at california pizza kitchen
- flying 100km/h taxi ride back to sunway
- singles/mq at 9 & 1030
- pillow fight/early sleep

18th December
- brunch at midvalley megamall's kenny roger's
- 5 hours of shopping again
- 12RM taxi ride back this time
- manhatten fish market dinner with the private training gang (ptg)
- twenty-one at room 5161

19th December
- breakfast at starbucks
- lunch at hotel lobby with parents and ptg
- hang out with family
- 1-hour nap
- food-shopping with the girls
- twenty-one at room 5161 & room-service dinner
- 9 & 1030 mqs started at 12 and 130
- 330 walk to 7-11 to buy supper

20th december
- secret recipe brunch
- fever
- whole-afternoon sleep in room
- coco steamboat dinner
- early sleep

21st december
- hotel cafe breakfast
- under-15 masters
- lunch at a&w
- graded masters, congrats again, keith.
- dinner at dusit thai restaurant
- twenty-one at room 5161

22nd december
- breakfast at laksa shack
- open masters
- sister's crispy popiah, DUNKIN DONUTS, honey-coated fruit
- last-minute shopping
- left sunway
- stuck at pagoh toilet stop for two hours or so, bus battery died
-changed bus

And I arrived home at 2 plus.

I almost forgot about my Hello Kitty cushion, which has travelled around with me to quite a few countries. I teared at first when they couldn't find it. Ah, call me childish/crybaby. But was I more than happy to receive the call that they retrieved it. =)

It leaves me with a few more days, to think through what I'm going to mention about the year, two-thousand and six.


Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
i truly miss you, love.

itunes: so impossible by dashboard confessional

This would probably be the last entry before I leave for KL tomorrow morning. Doubt there would be any chances of me coming online since I wouldn't be able to bring my laptop there. So I would have to make do with checking my emails using my handphone then.

It has been quite a day, for today I meant.

I've been thinking just today, about the things that have happened for the past year, which is coming to an end. Well, most people reflect about things in the whole year, when the end of the year arrives, which is in about 2 weeks or so. No, it hasn't been a good year for me, not just because of the many things that have happened, despite the better things that happened. I guess I shall just leave this part till the last few days of this year. After all, there's still 2 weeks more or so to go, right?

Let's just hope that this KL trip will brighten up and let me end the year well.

So here's the same, to what I did last year, before I left for Adelaide back then. Just that this time, the playlist is almost double than the previous. Doubt that I would be able to listen to the whole playlist by the end of the trip anyway.









































So she says
"Everyone's going to the party,won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things like..

Do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class or
talking the big smack or
playing the fool orwearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
wearing your old threads or
if you like coffee in the evening

These are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know

"So I say...
"I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join meand maybe my friend
and your friend
will hit it off or maybe we will?"

I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them withsomeone you care about
and do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyesand guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them
So yes, I'll see you there.

itunes: letters to you by finch

Sigh, it's just another day, where I feel as if everything has passed so fast, just really, real fast.

Aiya, don't like it, you know?

Haha, I'm more or less done with folding the clothes and gathering the stuff to bring, think there's going to be an excess of clothes though.

And well, I'm checking out the dining promotions for Christmas dinner at the moment. Should really be sleeping now.


Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

itunes: road to recovery by rufio

Another day, filled with bowling. Hanged around Safra Mt. Faber after training, to watch the guys bowl the trios event for the NTU Invitationals, and yeah, we're leading!!! Despite being the only one left to cheer them on, it really was quite fun to just stand there and listen to Uncle John's jokes.

After that, went SP to bowl, and basically, I was just whacking the ball here and there, instead of bowling. And I even lost to my mom, haha.

Tomorrow's going to be another day of bowling, the singles event in the morning, an hour or so break, followed by the doubles event. Probably am going to hang around to watch the guys bowl the doubles event too.

It's a few more days, before I'll be leaving to KL, Sunway Lagoon. I'll probably start packing my clothes and stuff later.

Thank you for being honest with me, really. Probably I am disappointed, I ain't too sure myself too. Not that I do have the right to be, but thanks still. Let's just say that I'm glad, that you told me the truth.

itunes: who i am hates who i've been by relient k

So there hasn't been an entry for quite a few days.

Basically, it's been bowling, eating, shopping, bowling, eating, shopping, bowling, eating, shopping. Yeah, that's it.

It's good enough, at least.

Just less than a week more to the Milo's, and yeah, I am feeling excited about it. Guess the bus trip to and fro is going to be fun too.

Well, anyway, the past week has been quite good too. So nah, no sad post, nor anything that I'm going to feel depressed about, or rather, felt depressed.

So here's to another new week. SMILE =)

itunes: your call by secondhand serenade

Thank you girls, for the night. =)





























Training today was quite fun, I had my tyco-lucky strikes with my new favourite bowling ball, I really love the colour of it. What was frustrating was just my stupid spares. Grrr.

I'll be meeting Ryanna tomorrow [later on in the day actually], ah, guess she's probably the only junior that I am closest to, and can talk crap to, and visit the SC bowling team, probably for the last time or something. Then, catchy up with Wonder, finally, it's been eons. Friday would be team lunch, with the new DSA-J1s, then shoppping with Hannah after that.

Time to stone, I guess, haha.

Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry call I'm desperate for your voice
I'm listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

what's your fantasy?

Happy birthday, Julian. =)

itunes: when there was me and you by gabriella (vanessa anne hudgens)

So there was the Singapore Marathon 2006 by Standard Chartered yesterday, and volunteering was fun! Had the class over at my house on Saturday night. Fried rice, Peking Duck pizza from California Pizza Kitchen, mahjong, orientation mass dance, Kiku's belated birthday celebration. We left my house at about 12 plus midnight, and took the night rider service and only to realise after waiting at the bus stop outside Tangs for nearly an hour, that the transfer buses all were not operating that day due to the marathon. So, cab, we go.

Waited around at the Padang, admiring the view we had of the rooms of Swissotel that were still bright with lights at 4am. Jam-packed action? Haha. We were all sent to East Coast for race marshall duty and cheered the runners on. About 23kilometres in 1h20min, FREAKING FAST!

Had dinner with my family in the evening, and yeah, I like family dinners. And I had about 12 hours of sleep after that.

Anyway, ah, am really so sorry that I said it out, and that I can't go.

Damn, I really need to get started on my work.

And, and I think I've been on the High School Musical craze for the past week. I've watched it a few times, and I actually bought the soundtrack, and it's on repeat on my itunes and ipod. Haha.


I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

itunes: your call by secondhand serenade

Ah, I'm just getting confused, feeling some sort of in a dilemma kind.
I rather you didn't come back online.
My stomach hasn't been feeling quite good these few days, plus I had a damn delicious bowl of Katong Laksa, at Katong though, this afternoon.

Half of the holidays have passed, and soon, the new year will be starting. Sometimes, it feels really slow, but thinking about it right now, it's all just so fast.

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home.

I guess I am, I really am.




heaven & earth makes me happy. =)









What's your fantasy?