itunes: sick cycle carousel by lifehouse



i ♥ one tree hill
i ♥ lucas & peyton
i ♥ lifehouse
♥ julian


I never thought I'd end up here
Never thought I'd be standing where I am
I guess I kind of thought
It would be easier than this
I guess I was wrong
Now one more time

'Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low
I could get down to the ground

I tried to earn my way
I tried to change this mind
You better believe that
I tried to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again

Keep spinning around
I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this

Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah
Sick cycle carousel
This is a sick cycle, yeah

itunes: breathing by lifehouse

There's Chemistry SPA in about twelve hours time, Mass PE in about eight hours time. Argh, I would so totally hate Monday, but well, it's the day with the least lessons after all, so I shouldn't complain much.

I'll have to rush home after school, for Math tuition, and complete Alkyl Halides tutorial, plus the outline for Econs Essay, just in time for Tuesday to come. Then, I'll have to spend the rest of the week, mugging for following week's Econs test, and thereafter, Math Integration, plus Organic Chemistry for the week after. Which simply means, the tests are here, and it's really time to get serious. I don't want to regret anything that I do or don't, for this whole year.

Well, I just have this thing for Lifehouse's Breathing, it's Lifehouse. And I really do miss this song.



Well, I really should be sleeping now actually.
Once again, I'm just missing you, so much.

itunes: promise by simple plan

Overall, I had quite a good week in school. It was quite a slack day today, just a rush of three hours of lessons, and getting all drowsy while writing the Literature Poetry essay. After Chemistry, the few of us who weren't playing frisbee were just hanging out at the bleachers, and talked to pass the time away. Swim PE was fun, and it felt great after the shower. Walked to the MRT with Erwin, and basically, we caught up on each other's lives, haha, within ten minutes.

And then I hung around Wisma, while waiting for Julian. Headed down to One Fullerton, and had dinner at Palm Beach Seafood restaurant. The food was really good, baked rice + kangkong + friedsquidyutiao. We were stuffed so full after the meal! Decided to get back to town, and while in the MRT, the craving for Ben & Jerry's came to me. So, it was BEN & JERRY'S at the Cathay. I like the atmosphere there, just that they didn't have Cherry Garcia, my fave. But still, BEN & JERRY'S MAKES ME HAPPY!!! HAHA.

We were basically talking about eating, and putting on weight, and going on and on about the fats we were going to gain. But who care, it's only once in a while! And then, yeah, we had the camera, so naturally, we camwhored.

And well, the day was good, and it's great to end off the school week like this. The downside was that I called for ten minutes, waiting for a cab, but to no avail. Ah haha.



















































=)


So just give me this chance
To make the wrongs right, to say
Don't, don't, don't walk away

I promise
I won't let you down, you down
If you take my hand tonight
I promise
We'll be just fine this time
If you take my hand tonight

itunes: sweetest goodbye by maroon 5

I must be really tired, but this time, only physically.

I open my writing pad, took out Math tutorial 20, read the first line of the question, and happily I dozed off.

It must be training. Since I was quite happy about being able to sleep before 1 last night, to have about more than 5 hours of sleep.

I so must catch up with my work, ESPECIALLY MATH. Okay, GP Package test today was quite good, at least it's worth of the effort I put in spending half of my Saturday reading it.

I shall go pack my bag, sleep soon, and look forward to the weekend, then.

And you can do it, Arianne, smile =)

itunes: vulnerable by secondhand serenade

Chelsea ah, Chelsea. Oh well.

Training today, and I'm done with GP Package. =)

(It felt quite good this morning, when I woke up after having slept for about seven hours, which is a lil longer than the usual four to five hours that I get each day.) But then, I felt really sleepy even before twelve. Haha.

And the night was spent, baking. =)
























I was born to tell you I love you
isn't that a song already
I get a B in originality
and its true I cant' go on without you
your smile makes me see clear
if you could only see in the mirror what I see

itunes: this ain't a scene, it's an arm race by fall out boy

Yesterday, after training, I made a promise to myself, never to cry over bowling anymore. And yes, I would do that.

School today was alright, just that swim PE was tiring. And my left eye's really itchy now.

Well, there's quite a bit to complete for this weekend.

GP: Mass Media package test (tues)
Chemistry: re-copy past two weeks of SPA & study for SPA Skill A Mock test (Mon), Alkyl Halides tutorial Q1-2, Breeze online Arene Test
Math: Tutorial 20 (MUST!!!)
Econs: Market Failure Case Study, Econs test on week 6
Literature: I didn't even bring back my lit book.

Shopping during this weekend? I highly doubt so. ARH!

itunes: all or nothing by westlife

Let's just say that I'm starting to feel the effect of being a J2. Stress, pressure, exhaustion or whatever it is, is starting to roll in.

Probably, it's just cause I'm feeling tired. Mass PE, training, and yeah, training, just when I thought it was all going to be alright.

Maybe, I should just learn to take things slowly.

Cupcakes made me happy. And the week is almost halfway through. I really, and really need to complete the Math tutorials by this weekend.

Plus, the weeks are passing by really fast. Probably, I should wish that it goes faster, I think.

Nah, I'm just really tired, today.

itunes: konstantine by somethig corporate

Training, team lunch at California Pizza Kitchen (PEKING DUCK PIZZA!!!), and the shopping with my parents. I've got a new wallet, and it's so oriental, haha. Dinner was at Raffles' Hotel's Doc Cheng's, and the food was really good. Plus, I was given a free shorbet on account that my quail meat wasn't well-cooked enough, and the manager probably thought that I am much younger than my age. But well, FREE SHORBET WITH TWO RASPBERRY AND CHOCOLATE! Haha.

And I've rediscovered my passion for this song, again.


I can't imagine all the people that you know
And the places that you go
When the lights are turned down low
And I don't understand
All the things you've seen
But I'm slipping in between
You and your big... dreams
it's always you and my big dreams

And you tell me
That it's over
Wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clover
And your restless
And I'm naked
You've got to get out
You can't stand to see me shaking
no, could you let me go
I didn't think so

and you don't want to be here in the future
So you say
the present's just a pleasant
Interruption to the past
And you don't want to look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out all the hope
That you had sent into the sky by now had... crashed
and it did because of me

And then you bring me home
Afraid to find out that you're alone, no
And I'm sleeping in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And I had these dreams, in them I learned to play guitar
Maybe cross the country
Become a rockstar
And there was hope in me
That I could take you there
But damn you're so young
But I don't think I care
and if I hurt you then i'm sorry
please don't think that this is easy

And then you bring me home
'Cause we both know what its like to be alone, no
And I'm dreaming in your living room
But we don't have much room
To live

And Konstantine is walking down the stairs
Doesn't she look good
Standing in her underwear?
And I was thinking, what I was thinking
But we've been drinking
And it doesn't get me anywhere

My Konstantine came walking down the stairs
And all that I could do
Was touch her long blond hair
And I've been thinking
It hurts me thinking
That these nights when we were drinking
No they never got us anywhere, no

This is because I can spell konfusion with a K
And I can like it
It's to dying in anothers arms
and why i had to try it
It's to Jimmy Eat World
and those nights in my car
when the first star you see
may not be a star
I'm not your star?
Isn't that what you said
what you thought this song meant

And if this is what it takes
just to lie with my mistakes
and live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through
I always catch the clock it's 11:11
And now you want to talk
it's not hard to dream
You'll always be my Konstantine
My Konstantine

They'll never hurt you like I do
No, They'll never hurt you like I do
No, No, No, No, No, No, No, No

This is to a girl who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did
Hey, you know that you keep me up in bed
It's to a girl who got into my head
with all these f***ed up things I did
Hey maybe baby, you could keep me up in bed
My Konstantine

Spin around me like a dream
We played out on this movie screen
And I said,
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you
Did you know I miss you

I miss you

And then you bring me home
And we'll go to sleep but this time not alone, no no,
And you'll kiss me in your living room, oh
I know you miss me in your living room
Cause these nights I think maybe that I miss you in my living room
We don't have much room
I said, does anybody need that room?
Because we all need a little more room
To live

...My Konstantine



Ooh, I can't wait till February 6, FOB's new album!!! Argh.

itunes: polaris by jimmy eat world

This has been much delayed. Or probably, I was just being really lazy to type an entry.

Oh anyway, as to the shoutout that I mentioned that I would put up, I haven't even got to it yet. And it seems like I wouldn't get started on it anytime sooner actually. Pardon me, for that. Haha.

Let's track back to about, two weeks ago?

New Year's Eve was spent with my family, together with my aunt and cousins, with Steven and Nicholas. Dinner at Grand Copthorne Hotel, organised by Civil Service Club. Well, we went there, with the expectations of just quite alright, but it turned out much pretty well in the end. Food was good, entertainment was good. Though they played the Best '99 cd for dancing, we had just as much fun, dancing and singing to all those old songs, and trying to learn the techno way of dancing. Haha. After the countdown, it was supper at Goodwood Park hotel.

The next day, was spent out at town. Had a drink at Starbucks, and catching up with each other's lives. Deathnote 2 at Cathay Cine, and another drink at the cafe at Cine, to pass that one whole hour. Lousy drink, terrible rip-off infact. We had no idea that the movie was going to be that long, but well, it was quite a good movie in the end. Dinner at Villa'ge, which made me still prefer Marche much, much more.

And the next day was spent at home, catching up with Eco-Solo, and then out to get my highlights back to black.

School, I felt quite good about getting back to school though. Timetable is kind of bad, but ah, well. Seeing the orientation activities, caused me to think of the orientation back then, with Marlinspike. Haha.

Trainings as per normal now, things in school are settling down. It's still quite an alright start for the new year.
I guess.

Btw, I've just done a new collage, a few days ago, it's on the right sidebar, in case it hasn't been noticed. Oh, and watch Blood Diamond. It's worth it.

Here's to the weekend. =)

itunes: polaris by jimmy eat world

Okay, there hasn't been an entry since Sunday, but well, it's kind of sad that my first entry for this new year will be just this. Haha.

I'll blog proper this weekend.


I'll say it straight and plain
I know I've made mistakes
I've always been afraid
I've always been afraid

A thousand nights or more
I travel east and north
Please answer the door

Can you tell me
You say that love goes anywhere
In your darkest time, it's just enough to know it's there
When you go, I'll let you be
But you're killing everything in me.

thanks to one tree hill.