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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Saturday, March 31, 2007

ninety eight

itunes: makes me wonder by maroon 5

MAROON 5 IS THE .

and Adam Levine, oh man, he's HOTTT. btw, I rarely do comment like that, so yeah. (He looks younger with the hair, than back then, haha.)

MAY 22ND, I CAN'T WAIT!!!
"It Won't Be Soon Before Long"


I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
So this is goodbye

Got them resting in my head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you
Forget what you’re going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And it’s over, hurt the feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before
One day a week
And it won’t hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning

Cause
I still don’t have the reason
And you don’t have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a f**k about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try

And it’s over, hurt the feeling
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
So this is goodbye

So this is goodbye.

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

ninety seven

itunes: if you come back by blue

I guess, I'm happy, from today. =)

Well, I'm feeling a lil tired, and since Brent is just next to me here, I'll delay this entry then.

Goodnight.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

ninety six

itunes: everything by lifehouse

Here's for the old man,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!

Well, though you ain't 20 yet, at this time, in NY, you're older here now. Haha, guess you would be seeing this before I give you a call, yeah, I'll prob call you later on in the noon, which would be just past midnight or so for you. Anyway, look at the transition in the photos, decide for yourself if you've grown older, or younger, haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! =)

Saturday, March 24, 2007

ninety five

itunes: lips of an angel by hinder

I had a really big shock today, that I almost lost my wallet, and it's the things inside that I can't bear to lose, much more than the wallet itself. But well, it was a prank, so thanks, Wonder. Haha.

I had an alright day, I guess. Just that, I think, some of my days go really well at times, that makes me wish for them again. Get the idea?

Anyway, here's for the best friend, I don't think I've ever shown this video that you've made for me publicly, except on youtube, with 80 views, haha. But, do excuse some of the hideous photos.
I'll be here alright, hugs.



it's only been a day.

Friday, March 23, 2007

ninety four

itunes: memory (acoustic) by sugarcult

And so, I had a great day. =)

Chemistry paper didn't go as bad as the other papers the past few days. Well, could say that this was the paper I had the most confidence in, but hopefully, the grades will reflect it.

So after the paper, headed down to chill at Wonder's house, it's been a while since I've been there, and Wonder, I do miss your house. Haha. And while I was at her house, I created my playlist on her itunes, and got started with my list of things to do after the A's.

And we had high-tea desert at Paragon, followed by a lil' window-shopping around. Well, while we were on the way to town, sitting in the car makes me miss all of our outings, back then.

Then I pangseh-ed Wonder, and met Julian. We got tickets for 300, had Beard Papa, and then a drink at the Hong Kong cafe at Cine. 300 was good, but damn, it's really bloody, or rather, vicious/violent. Walked around counting the number of Crystal Jade-s in Taka itself, that's five by the way, and decided to have cold ramen at Orchard Plaza instead. And I'm serious, the ramen was good. Haha.

So I reached home at ten, feeling as if there's no lessons tomorrow, or rather, as if the A Levels are already over, fat hope, haha.

And I'm a little tired, am going to sleep soon, since there's still lessons tomorrow!

The day was good, even without Ben & Jerry's, but well, soon, there'll be B&J's!!!

=) =) =)

Thursday, March 22, 2007

ninety three

itunes: 妳聽得到 by 周杰倫

Sorry for the Chinese song, but well, Jay Chou is still the , and so is 5566. Haha.

Okay, that was quite random.

Well, so in approximately ten hours' time, it'll be bye to exams, and studying, for a lil' while at least, since A Levels are about, seven months away. Yeah, seven months, when, almost three months into the year, are gone.

I've decided to think of a list of things, that I'm going to do, or rather, what I want to do, after the A Levels. I'll treat the list of things-to-do as my source of motivation then, and not forgetting, my favourite count-down timer, which I had used for the O Levels. I think it sort of did help me, a wee bit at least.

And it's Chemistry paper that's last, for later. I really hope that I'll do alright with it, 'cause it's the subject that I've spent the most time on so far, and have been doing my tutorials, so faithfully. Organic Chem, please ah.

Goodnight, soon.

=)

Monday, March 19, 2007

ninety two

itunes: miss you love by silverchair

According to blogger's dashboard, this should be the hundredth post, but well, guess they included my drafts too.

So here I am, ready, I think, to face the Term exams tomorrow, or rather in eight hours' time. I guess, this is going to be the gauge of how much I've been paying attention, or at least, trying to be hardworking for the past three months or so.

And I hope, I can wake up in four hours' time to read through the Budget 2007 again.

I really should be alseep now anyway, it's way past my bedtime.


Millionaire say
Got a big shot deal
And thrown it all away but
But I'm not too sure
How I'm supposed to feel

Or what I'm supposed to say
But I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle every day

And I miss you love

Make room for the prey
'Cause I'm coming in
With what I wanna say but
It's gonna hurt
And I love the pain
A breeding ground for hate but...

I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday

Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love


I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back

It's just a fad
Part of the teenage angst brigade and
I'm not, not sure,
Not too sure how it feels
To handle everyday
Like the one that just past
In the crowds of all the people

Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love


Remember today
I've no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss you love


I love the way you love
But I hate the way
I'm supposed to love you back


"hello, i've missed you quite terribly."
goodnight.

Friday, March 16, 2007

ninety one

itunes: letters to you (acoustic) by finch

So, it's back from bowling camp in KL. And well, I guess I did enjoy myself. I had my Dunkin' Donuts after all. =)

Ain't going to give a proper update on it anytime these few days I guess, probably till after the Term Exams are over.

Oh man, I think I really need Ben&Jerry's. I've been craving for it since ages ago, grr. B&J's!!!


Can't you see that I wanna be there with open arms
It's empty tonight and I'm all alone
Get me through this one

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I'm writing again these letters to you aren't much, I know
But I'm not sleeping and you're not here
The thought stops my heart

Do you notice I'm gone?
Where do you run to so far away?

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so

No more looking I've found home

I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so
I want you to know that I miss you I miss you so


I'm gone away
I'm gone away

i want you to know that, i miss you, i miss you so

Sunday, March 11, 2007

ninety

itunes: memory by sugarcult

Well, I really should be asleep now, given that I have to be in school by 630 am?

So the bowling team is going to leave for KL later in the morning, till Wednesday night. How fast time flies, I still remember quite clearly about what happened in bowling camp last year, and the sneaking out on the first night, which was kind of thrilling. Haha.

Okay then, I've got nothing much to blog about today anyway, just that, I still miss B&J's.
Grrr.

See you then.


So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.

Friday, March 09, 2007

eighty nine

itunes: so sick (ne-yo cover) by fall out boy (patrick stump)

No PE, PE, no PE.

So twoSAthree was quite happy that there was no PE, after all.

Last day of lessons, was kind of a drag to have to stay back for two hours and forty minutes for an hour and 20 min of badminton. In the end, it was cancelled, and slowly, everyone disappeared. So PeiRong and I went down to Wisma, since we both were each, waiting for a call.
And I got a new shorts, for bowling.

Then, I got my call, and sort of pangseh-ed PeiRong. Haha.

Met Julian then, walked to Canele at Paragon's basement one, and ate there, while staring at the other people with their chocolate cakes. And since we both couldn't think of what to do, we were just walking around and talking. We ended up at Wisma's Starbucks, till I had to leave for tuition.

But well, it was a great day to end off the term with, anyway. =)

There's Chemistry SPA tomorrow, and well, I lost my voice, and am sneezing again.

Here are the some of the photos anyway.





























































































And ah, I miss B&J's. =(

Sunday, March 04, 2007

eighty eight

itunes: what goes around.../...comes around interlude by justin timberlake

Yesterday, was a no-work Saturday. But nah, I don't regret it at all, even though GP Terms are tomorrow.

Training as usual in the morning, and lunch back at home. Went down to Voxy at Ngee Ann City to get the nails done, and I kept yawning there, felt as if I was going to fall asleep. Walked over to Paragon to get the hair done, and waited for the younger brother. Got a drink at Bakerzin, before heading down to Orchard Hotel.

Met Julian before that, and we called for a cab. Btw, it kind of pissed me off yesterday that the cab hotlines were all so busy, operator took about ten minutes. And all the three times that I called for cab yesterday, it sort of went a lil screwed up.

The dinner started slightly late, food was good, but just a little scattered. Programmes were much better than before, since each of us, at the table, I'm sure, had fun. The Company dinner hasn't been so fun for quite a while. And I guess the most enjoyable part was at the end, when most people around were at the dance floor, doing the Mass dance sort of thing, which was kind of similar back to the New Year Eve's party dinner.

After that, was down to the club. We were at DXO at first, for the underaged party, but well, it didn't turn out underage, so it was bye to the four underage boys in the group. Haha. Headed down to Zouk instead, and well, it was my first time there. It's different from MOS, can't tell which I prefer better, but well, definitely yesterday was the best night, for clubbing so far. Thanks older bro, Wonder, Julian, Andre, ZH =).

Well, I really did enjoy myself. Though, I might get the "effects" later, I'm quite sure I won't regret the decision, haha.

Ooh, and I can proudly say this: IT WAS WELL-DESERVED TO GIVE FOB A MISS!!! HAHA.

So here's to our table.
bros, wonder, julian, andre, zh, nic ng, clarence, kunyew.
=)

Photos soon!

Saturday, March 03, 2007

eighty seven

itunes: too close for comfort by mcfly

I was watching Just My Luck on my iPod for the past few days, and somehow, the show felt better this time. It wasn't as crappy as when I watched it the first time.

But well, never really liked McFly actually, so I guess, this is the best song that I've heard of them, and I quite like it. In case you are wondering what has Just My Luck got to dowith McFly, well, of course I heard this song in the movie. =)


I never meant the things I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget

And yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes
I watch as you cry
But it's getting late

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost the words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know

All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you just let me down, down, down

Would you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...

Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in


What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
I guess I'll never know...


And pinkystrawberry, I look forward to the dinner, tomorrow night, with you.
BFF