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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Wednesday, May 30, 2007

hundred & fifteen

itunes: tennis court soundtrack by daphne loves derby

Given the fact that I know this blog is public, I guess I'll still put this down. But, don't ask.

I doubt you'll see this, but, oh well.

It's been three weeks, and things are still hanging on like it was, back then. I'm unsure of what to do anymore, because I've tried, I really did. I chose to trust you, with every single word you said that night, and till now, I choose to still trust you.

All these, 'cause I'd hoped, ever since that fateful day, that things would be good, and with that hope, things did become better, and went as how I had hoped for. But, it didn't last long, did it? Given that things have come to this stage, have you ever wondered why?

For the past few weeks, I keep telling myself to be strong, and have faith that all would be alright. I wondered if you ever did think about making things better, or tried to explain things, giving us both each another chance.

Have you ever thought about the things that have happened, since we got to know each other? How much things have changed? Or what about the things you mentioned, just that night? Don't they matter anymore?

So many times, I tried to push it away. It was hard, to tell myself to stay strong and have hope, for that almost-one year. I don't know if I can actually do it anymore, this time round.


Where have you been?
I've been waiting so long to hear from you.
And all the things that we said we would do,
Remains to be plans of the past.

We've been, we've been too quiet for too long.
Where is, where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm,
We'll never get this right.

Your words are cold, and the season is too,
The comfort in your voice is gone.
Don't keep in touch, I'm better off all alone.
You've lost everything that I've loved.

So is it worth this time?
Am I done in your mind?
Will I regret once you're gone?
Why did I ever think that we would, we would be good?

We've been, we've been too quiet for too long.
Where is, where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm,
We'll never get this right.

Well, alright, I'm sorry I even tried.
I was a fool to have hope in you, in you



I'll wait, again, with the hope of things getting better.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

hundred & fourteen

itunes: she will be loved by maroon 5

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Monday, May 28, 2007

hundred & thirteen

itunes: how to save a life by the fray

Where did I go wrong?
I lost a friend somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life



Oh well, the experience at ThaiExpress earlier this evening, was kind of freaky. Bleagh.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

hundred & twelve

itunes: won't go home without you by maroon 5

I was contemplating of not even updating at all. But I guess, it's been too long.

A Division Nationals came and went, and this has been the best year out of the all the bowling Nationals that I've been in. And from the bottom of my heart, I really ACJC BOWLING TEAM 2007.

Other things aside, I'm really lag in school work, lecture notes are not filled, tutorials are not done, and I'll have only slightly less than two weeks to catch up before leaving for US. It's going to be a real mad rush.

And the past week has been made happy by Maroon 5, I'm really happy that I've had the company of the new album. It's somehow, great.

So here's the start of the last school holiday.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

hundred & eleven

itunes: to the moon and back by savage garden

I can I WILL BOWL BETTER NEXT MONDAY, and Wednesday and Thursday too.

=)

Monday, May 14, 2007

hundred & ten

itunes: your guardian angel by the red jumpsuit apparatus

So I've been missing in action, for almost a week. I ran my 2.4, though I almost felt like giving up halfway. Timing kind of sucked, but who cares, it's the end, plus I was still sick then.

And, I think I'm finally recovering. It's time to, anyway.

A Division starts on Wednesday, for us. And it's going to be four days off school. So next week, I'll only be attending two out of five days of school, I think. It feels as if the holidays have started.

Anyway, weekend was good. Quality time spent with the family. Friday night supper at Meritus Mandarin Hotel after some one year anniversary celebration at Mercedes. Barely sat there for half an hour though. And I came home, with one hell of a freaking headache.

Back to SCGS for outreach programme in the morning still, followed by training at Victors'. And I came home and slept for what seemed really long. Dinner at The Line, best food ever still. Daddy's birthday + Mother's day celebration. Spiderman 3 again, at The Cathay (And I think I wouldn't mind watching it again, still).

8 hour sleep from 3 to 11. Then Sunday out in town with the family too. And I got my E65! Feels great again, to be using back Nokia.

Other things, this break seems to help, and I really hope it does. Probably, we just need a little more time, to get things back on track again.

Oh well, and I shall go do Econs now.


Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

hundred & nine

itunes: all the same by sick puppies

I've been picking up a few songs here and there, and I conclude that the soundtrack of Spiderman 2 is much better than Spiderman 3. Seriously, Vindicated >>> Signal Fire. ( In case you're wondering, both are the theme songs of the respective movies.)

Okay, I don't know why my nose is still like, blocked, though I'm supposed to have recovered fully actually. And judging from the fact that I have a little difficulty breathing properly, doubt I'll actually be able to run 2.4 this Friday. And if I can't, I mighthave to do the the 5 items all over again.

Anyway, I'll have to thank bestfriend and Roy, for allowing me to rant individually to, for the past hour or so, though I'm kind of at lost still. Oh well, I'll just wait.

Simply put, my day kind of sucked actually.

Weekend, hurry here, please.


I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
But I don't like illusions I cant see
Them clearly
I dont care, no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually what you'll do

I don't mind, I don't care
As long as you're here

Go ahead, tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's all the same


Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
But in-between it always seems too long
For certain
But I have the skill, yeah
I have the will, to breath you in while I can
However long you stay is all that I am

I don't mind, I don't care
As long as you're here

Go ahead, tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
And do it all over again
It's always the same


Wrong or Right
Black or White
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I'll close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it
You're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are now
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same


sleep tight,

Sunday, May 06, 2007

hundred & eight

itunes: the night that the lights went out in nyc by the ataris

Whoa, and I seriously got a scare. It made me freaking hell worried. But I'm glad, it's all alright in the end.
=)

Spiderman 3 the past weekend, though it felt kind a little "just to continue the story" sort, it was still great after all.

Anyway, I'll just look forward to the coming weekend.


If I could have one wish tonight
I'd wish upon a satellite
To bring me back to you
To bring me back to you
We spend our whole lives searching for
All the things we think we want
And never really knowing what we have

Be careful what you wish for
These stars are fading out.

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

hundred & seven

itunes: it's not over by daughtry

So yeah, I'm sick at home right now, and am not able to go for training.

You know, one thing that really puts me off about reading other peoples' blog, is that once in a while, you'll discover things that you don't want to know, or rather not know. And it can get quite hurtful at times. Maybe, that's why, I'm going to stop one of my favourite past-times, that is blog-surfing, or call it blog-stalking, if you want to then.

(Okay, except for the Xanga subscriptions that I have sent to my email.)

Let's just see how long this will last. And really, I'm quite determined this time.

For today, I'll pack my room, and my work, so that I can start my preparations proper.