Given the fact that I know this blog is public, I guess I'll still put this down. But, don't ask.
I doubt you'll see this, but, oh well.
It's been three weeks, and things are still hanging on like it was, back then. I'm unsure of what to do anymore, because I've tried, I really did. I chose to trust you, with every single word you said that night, and till now, I choose to still trust you.
All these, 'cause I'd hoped, ever since that fateful day, that things would be good, and with that hope, things did become better, and went as how I had hoped for. But, it didn't last long, did it? Given that things have come to this stage, have you ever wondered why?
For the past few weeks, I keep telling myself to be strong, and have faith that all would be alright. I wondered if you ever did think about making things better, or tried to explain things, giving us both each another chance.
Have you ever thought about the things that have happened, since we got to know each other? How much things have changed? Or what about the things you mentioned, just that night? Don't they matter anymore?
So many times, I tried to push it away. It was hard, to tell myself to stay strong and have hope, for that almost-one year. I don't know if I can actually do it anymore, this time round.
Where have you been?
I've been waiting so long to hear from you.
And all the things that we said we would do,
Remains to be plans of the past.
We've been, we've been too quiet for too long.
Where is, where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm,
We'll never get this right.
Your words are cold, and the season is too,
The comfort in your voice is gone.
Don't keep in touch, I'm better off all alone.
You've lost everything that I've loved.
So is it worth this time?
Am I done in your mind?
Will I regret once you're gone?
Why did I ever think that we would, we would be good?
We've been, we've been too quiet for too long.
Where is, where is the hope we once had?
It's too late to be saved by your charm,
We'll never get this right.
Well, alright, I'm sorry I even tried.
I was a fool to have hope in you, in you
I'll wait, again, with the hope of things getting better.