itunes: first time by lifehouse

And so, dashboard states that I've not logged in since the 13th of June. That's long, quite.

Anyway, it seems that I'm probably enjoying myself too much over here in the United States, that's why I haven't actually bothered to blog much since last week, after I uploaded the photos from the first few days. In fact, it's been quite tiring, each day, after all the long long walks around Manhattan. The walks were mostly spent on walking to places for meals, city tour, the Niagara Falls, and of course, shopping.

You could say, it's a lil madness, or in actual fact, hell lots of shopping. May not seem that we bought much, but the number of shops visited. No doubt Singapore's having the sales now, but well, probably I've never bought this much within the span of two weeks before.

Ah, anyway, I shall leave the entry about the whole trip to another day then. Shall do the usual online stuff, and enjoy Lifehouse's Who We Are, that I just got here today =) =) =) !!!

♥Lifehouse

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around

itunes: how does it feel by westlife

Photos from the past few days.

10th June 2007 [ONE]
10th June 2007 [TWO]
11th June 2007
12th June 2007

itunes: angels or devils by dishwalla

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see

still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one
that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold


And I just realised I've got quite alot to bring and pack, before I leave on Saturday night, argh.

Okay, time for 1210am drama.

itunes: it's not over by daughtry

Ah, call me bored or anything, but out of the seven friends who have taken my test, no one has got my favourite colour correct yet! I guess I don't make it obvious, do I? Haha.

Anyway, one week's gone, and I've got less than a week to clear most of my work, pack my room, pack the luggage, and it'll be "hello America", for the first time. I really need to start getting excited about this trip. It's going to be a good break, away from the things that have been happening at such a fast pace for the past five months. It's really fast, isn't it?

As of now, it's only about 165 days more till the end of the A Levels, that's if your paper ends on the 20th November.

Start of a new week, then.


Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can't let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

itunes: big girls don't cry by fergie

I love this song, 'cause it's what's keeping me strong, for now.

You know what I miss? The almost once-every-two-weeks outings in town for a just a movie and a simple meal, the study room with the full-wall mirrors, the walks past Goodwood Park Hotel and in through the lobby of York Hotel cutting through the carpark, the stoning moments at random benches in shopping centres, the numerous talks at different Starbucks and Coffeebean, nightwalks around town or Esplanade or Clarke Quay area, and not forgetting, the Ben & Jerry's.

Sigh.

and i'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket.

itunes: big girls don't cry by fergie

I've got the song playing on repeat right now, at this quite late an hour. I wouldn't say I like Fergie's songs, or rather I don't exactly think she can sing. But, well, I'll make this song an exception, for now, at least.

And well, I didn't like my day today, erh, by right, yesterday. Having to spend one whole day at home, just kind of caused me to think about things much more. Only consolation today was being able to watch the latest episode of One Tree Hill online and waiting only for less than a few minutes for it to load. And the only thing that I looked forward to during the day, was to watch an episode of the re-run of Police Investigation Files IV that lasted for only fifty minutes or less.

One week is almost gone, and I've got another week left before I leave for US. Well, it's a little sad that I ain't that much looking forward to it as compared to the extent that I was just a few months, or even a few weeks ago. Knowing the amount of work that I have to catch up with, the load of revision to be completed within these two months, and at the same time, this hanging-on thingy that has been in my thought for slightly more than three weeks. It sucks, it's beginning to suck again.

And, I've got a really huge craving for Ben & Jerry's.

Oh well, maybe I should just...


The smell of your skin lingers on me now
Your probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if u want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But its time for me to go home
Its getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

I hope you know, I hope you know...

I miss you, I really do.