itunes: how to save a life by the fray

Wouldn’t it all have been easier, if we didn’t have to feel feelings?


If I could have one wish tonight,
I'd wished upon a satellite,
to bring me back to you,
to bring me back to you.

itunes: the night thet lights went out in nyc by the ataris

Maybe it's just 'cause I've missed you too much.

Well, besides the fact that the Prelims are coming, and that school and lessons have never been more tiring than right now, I've actually gotten used to the less civilised world of not having to check the inbox, or even switching on the laptop. As such, I seem to have also cut down on the use of technological devices (I only got to watch 15 mins of Spongebob just now, out of the whole week), except for the ipod, which I heavily depend on.

And today at Popular, I bought nice colour pens. :)

There's so many things that I want and am waiting to do, not just after the A levels, but also after the Prelims. And it seems like the list, on the right, is updatedoutdated.

I miss my secondary school life, back in SC, really. It's kind of like, I would rather be preparing for the O levels right now, than the A's. And well, weeting Clara today, was one of the few highlights that I've had, for the past few months it seems. It's not that I don't like how life it is right now, I'm more than satisfied with it. Just that, I really wish I could have much more.

Kind of sucks, doesn't it?

I guess, I'm going to forgo organic nitrogen compounds again tonight, can't really bring myself to work on it now. I'll go think, and nap.

And I think Donut Factory might be able to help, or perhaps, Ben & Jerry's would be better.

if i could have one wish tonight
i'd wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
to bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we want
but never really knowing what we have.

Good Night.

itunes: whatever it takes by lifehouse

I think, life would have been much better, if I could do what I want to do, where there's no need for explanation.

Don't get it, do you?

And for the fact that I haven't been blogging, guess it's understood that I've learnt to prioritise.

We should be happy with that, shouldn't we?

itunes: the great escape by boys like girls

Seems like people don't really believe that you're okay, when you tell them that you are. Ah well. But yeah, I am. Or at least, I'm trying to.

Sorry, if I do begin to sound ignorant about things already.

Anyway, here's the start of the third week of school. I can forsee myself getting quite exhausted at the end of the week, or rather, by Friday.


Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and drive around
And make peace with this empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
And we'll cry
But we won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
They'll think it's just cause were young
We'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

itunes: whatever it takes by lifehouse

I guess we can all feel it coming. It's kind of like waiting for the end of the world. Haha, that's in a pessmistic context though. But well, I have to keep telling myself that it'll be better after the Prelims. There's going to be somehow, more time to prepare for the A Levels. That's the optimistic point.

Besides that, it's been tiring, really tiring. Anyway, I'VE SURVIVED THE SECOND WEEK OF SCHOOL! Okay, sounds like a cheap thrill, but it hasn't been easy, to try to catch up with the remaining tutorials, and yet, touch on as more as we can of what we've been learning for the past one and a half years. The end result, is that it gets exhausting once you get home, which results, in quite a sleep-deprived me.

And, I've finally discovered the joy of sleeping.

A simple equation,
less time online = more sleeping time = happier me.
=)

Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see

itunes: whatever it takes by lifehouse

A strangled smile fell from your face
What kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
There's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes


♥ Lifehouse
i miss you

itunes: blind by lifehouse

And I've finally decided to update. Sad to say though, it's not going to be anything much.

I'm just doing this to prevent it from being stagnant actually.

Argh, it can't be any much suck-ier than this.


After all this why
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go