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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Tuesday, August 28, 2007

hundred & thirtyseven

itunes: over you by daughtry

The Prelims are finally over, and I had a good day with the girls at Sentosa, though the sun didn't come out till the last half an hour that we were there.

And queuing before that at Donut Factory for about an hour and a half, but all's worth it.

Now, the next thing that I want to do is watch License To Wed, argh.


every night you cry yourself to sleep,
thinking why does this happens to me,
why does every moment have to be so so hard
won't go home with you - maroon 5

Sunday, August 26, 2007

hundred & thirtysix

itunes: here by me by 3 doors down

I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you
The things I thought you’d never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood

So how could I have been so blind for all these years?
Guess I only see the truth through all this fear,
And living without you…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

I can’t take another day without you
‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own
I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you
And to be back in your arms where I belong

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love…

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

As the days grow long I see
That time is standing still for me
When you’re not here

Sorry I can’t always find the words to say
Everything I’ve ever known gets swept away
Inside of your love

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

And everything I have in this world
And all that I’ll ever be
It could all fall down around me.
Just as long as I have you,
Right here by me.

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

hundred & thirtyfive

itunes: over you by daughtry

'Cause Daughtry's good.

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.


Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.


Ah, ironic it is.

Well, we'll see how long this takes.

Monday, August 20, 2007

hundred & thirtyfour

itunes: i'm all about you by aaron carter

Ah, just when I had the thought of not updating at all.

Anyway, it's halfway through the P's. And it's been well, nothing much can be said about it since those papers are already over. There's just four more papers to go, and it'll be done. Besides that, I think I've been gobbling down alot, and by that, I mean food.

Okay, let's see.

A cup of regular English Breakfast Tea Latte from Coffeebean almost everyday, and within a week, FOUR SCOOPS OF ICE-CREAM FROM COLD-ROCK! Okay, can't blame it that they've got Cherry Ripe Chocolate there, which tempts me the most. (And that makes the ice-cream to taste like Ben & Jerry's Cherry Garcia. YUMM). As such, an exercise/running routine needs to be implemented, which shall be worked out after this week. Haha.

And lastly, life has been a-okay, with my dear lecture notes/guidebooks/tys-es/prelim papers.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

hundred & thirtythree

itunes: it's gonna be love by mandy moore

I think I'll first need to get myself to try not to think too much about things, then maybe I'll feel much better about it. That way, I'll be able to have more control of myself, and not lose myself in my feelings anymore.

But sometimes, it just hurts so, so much. Who can actually, help how I feel?

I don't like it that I have to type about this so vaguely.

It hurts, it really does.


Time am I restless or a fool?
How can you pretend to be so cruel?

Friday, August 10, 2007

hundred & thirtytwo

itunes: dare you to move by switchfoot




totally sweet,

Welcome to the planet
Welcome to exsistance
Everyones here
Everyones here
Everyones watching you now
Everybody waits for you now
What happens next
What happens next

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move like the day never happened
Today never happened before

Welcome to the fallout
Welcome to resistance
The tension is here
The tension is here

Between who you are and who you could be
Between how it is and how it should be

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move like the day never happened
Today never happened

Maybe redemption has stories to tell
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell
Where can you run to escape from yourself
Where you gonna go
Where you gonna go

Salvation is here......

I dare you to move
I dare you to move
I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
I dare you to move
I dare you to move like the day never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened
Today never happened before

Thursday, August 09, 2007

hundred & thirtyone

itunes: back here by bbmak

You know, I just miss what I once, used to have. And I guess I would give up, almost anything, to get all those back, the memories, the relationships and friendships, the life that I used to have.

But it seems that it's all so hard, let's just say it's almost impossible.

Give me back what I used to have please, and that includes you.

Monday, August 06, 2007

hundred & thirtyone

itunes: crawling back to you by backstreet boys

I've finally got a new playlist on my itunes, and I like it alot. That's because I've tried as far as possible, not to include any Dashboard Confessional, Taking Back Sunday, AAR, and a few other usuals on the other playlists. It brings me away a little from those memories, though it's kind of hard to exclude Lifehouse.

Maybe when I'm bored, I'll type the playlist out.

I have no idea why I'm going into detail just about a playlist, or for the fact that songs have become a big part of my life. Yeah, you got it right, I think I'll die without my ipod, or these songs.

I'm glad that I've today to rest, one of the rare chances that I get to have more than the usual five hours of sleep. But I really hope that it's going to be just today that I need for myself to recover, don't think I'll be able to afford any much more time.

One more week before it starts, and I'm looking forward to the end of this first, though I really don't know what's there at the end of it to look forward to. Maybe Ben & Jerry's could motivate me a lil more.

And I'm getting jealous, and sick and tired of everything, literally, or not.


if you could see these tears i'm crying
touch these hands that can't stop shaking
hear my heart that's barely beating
you will see a different man
me

hundred & thirty

itunes: when you're gone by avril lavigne

The tissuebox has once again, become my close companion for the whole day.

And it's just 'cause I'm falling sick again, before the Prelims start. But I should just be glad that I still have one more week, to recover.

There's only two more days of proper school left, since lessons are going to be quite different after this exam. That's how fast time has past, it's coming to another end again.

Goodnight.

when you're gone
the pieces of my heart are missing you
when you're gone
the face I came to know is missing too
when you're gone
all the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
and make it okay
I miss you

Saturday, August 04, 2007

hundred & twentynine

itunes: whatever it takes by lifehouse


A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together, whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over


I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together, whatever it takes