itunes: blind by lifehouse

I just don't want to feel fucking hurt again. Get it?

And please, I've never used such a word, over here at least, so I guess you would know the extent of it this time.

I don't want to see things like that anymore, I'm really afraid that I can't take it, because it just hurts so fucking much.

I don't know how long more this can go on. I wish I could just, get over it, and you.

And it's not just it, that's eating me up.

I tried really, really hard. But, it just seems to be getting worse.

Friendships, relationships, school, and what else.

And you're right, I really need to take this mask off.

For that, I'm just not going to do the SATs pratice as I planned to tonight, and go to sleep, so that I can cry my freaking ass off, like the crybaby that I am.


And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor