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beatrix
10th november 1989
beatrix.oneyoulove@gmail.com
singapore management university (lkcsb)
bea/beat/trix/trixie, loves music, shopping, baking, and the usual online stuff. has one tree hill, friends, gossip girl, grey's, to accompany her at home and not forgetting spongebob squarepants. crazy for westlife, maroon 5, daughtry & lifehouse. adam levine's voice makes him top of the list of sexiest man on earth. roots for chelsea, of course for frank lampard. heaven&earth's green tea + chasoba + ben&jerry's cherry garcia equates to heaven & earth. loved her secondary school days in SCGS. likes her ACJC class of 2SA3'07 + the bowling team and is loving her life as it is.





Tuesday, October 30, 2007

hundred & fiftyeight

itunes: panic by backstreet boys

AND I'VE GOT BACKSTREET BOYS' NEW ALBUM!!!

Now, I'll just have to wait about ten more days for WESTLIFE'S NINTH album!

Okay then, let's start counting down, (to the end of A LEVELS, i mean)

about,
16 days 17 hours 18 minutes 49 seconds left
and counting (down).

Monday, October 29, 2007

hundred & fiftyseven

itunes: emily's song by bbmak

Excuse me for a moment, haha.

I just revistedrevisited my Xanga, and the doodleboard looked fun again, that's why.

Keith: SHUT UP LAH, I know what you're going to say. Haha.

Goodnight.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

hundred & fiftysix

itunes: over you by daughtry

If only listening to the song a hundred times, would help.

Oh well, ever been in the situation of getting caught in between? I'm quite sure everyone goes through this at least once. And the feeling kind of sucks, doesn't it? It's a hard decision to make, because you would want to hurt neither but it's almost impossible to. Plus the fact that they are significant, and important to you, and neither would you want to lose any. What would you do then?

To tell you honestly, I've lost my train of thoughts already, and I can't exactly remember what I else I wanted here.

Anyway, I think I'll continue watching High School Musical 2, and then sleep.

Goodnight.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

hundred & fiftyfive

itunes: all these lives by daughtry

And so, this is the first time, that I've faltered, again.

I'm sorry, to those I've promised to.

But I'll continue trying, really hard.


All these lives that you've been taking,
Deep inside, my heart is breaking.
Broken homes from separation.
Don't you know it's violation?
It's so wrong, but you'll see.
Never gonna let you take my world from me.
The world outside these walls may know you're breathing,
But you ain't comin' in.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

hundred & fiftyfour

itunes: what about now by daughtry

And I bet the people in the hub must be thinking that we were crazy, with 42 packets of seaweed in the center of our table. But I'm serious, seaweed is sort of a brain booster, at least I think so.


Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?


And I'm loving Daughtry lah, can't blame it. Haha.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

hundred & fiftythree

itunes: feels like tonight by daughtry

I was just tidying up my hotmail inbox, and I noticed the drafts that have in there since two years ago. Well, I won't talk about what's the message in the drafts, since after all, they weren't sent by me nor sent to me. Just that, after reading those few mails, it brought me back to a few years ago, and I thought about the things that have happened, since the end of 2003 (that's how long the emails were dated since). It's all so fast, and I really miss it.

It made me smile.

Ah well, just had to put this down. It'll be the last week, to hang out in the hub, void deck, and the last few consultations.

hundred & fiftytwo

itunes: used to by daughtry

I won't deny this anymore.

The fact that I've never ever got over you, at all.

And it's still hurting inside, as much as before.

I guess, you don't know that it's you.

That I need still.

Take care.

"We never thought, we used to know."
and I'm thankful for Daughtry.


but i couldn't make you see, couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more than you'll ever know

a part of me died, when i let you go
that i loved you more than you'll ever know
a part of me died, when i let you go
blind - lifehouse

Thursday, October 18, 2007

hundred & fiftyone

itunes: who we are by lifehouse

Well, it's just ONE more month to go, it'll soon be over.


"and when you slammed the front door shut,
a lot of others opened up."

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

hundred & fortynine

itunes: when you're gone (acoustic) by avril lavigne


when you walk away
i count the steps that you take
do you see how much i need you right now

when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you.
when you're gone, the face i've came to know is missing too.
when you're gone, all the words i need to hear to always get me through the day,

and make it okay,

i miss you.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

hundred & fortyseven

itunes: home by daughtry

So another week has past, and it's been almost more than twelve hours each day in school, at least for three out of the five weekdays.

Actually, I really shouldn't be here blogging, or even online at all, since I've to be in the Badminton Hall taking SATs in like 6 hours time. Rah, there's just so much things to do.

Okay, I'm here, just for the fact that it's the Sixth, of October.

Well, it would have been six months.

Monday, October 01, 2007

hundred & fortyseven

itunes: inconsolable by backstreet boys



Can't believe I stayed up till 330am early this morning, to rearrange my iTunes, and to configure the iPod Touch, yeah, it's the next best thing on Earth. Haha. The only thing is that, I've only got about 600plus megabyetes of space left, and I haven't got to upload all the photos and One Tree Hill that I've got on iTunes.



And, I can use the Wifi anytime too



Ooh well, it's time for another week in school, there's about one and a half more weeks of official lessons, and thirty days to the start of the A's.