itunes: hate that i love you by rihanna ft. ne-yo

And today, while I was in the bus, I realised I'm quite pleased with my life now.

Goodnight.

I hope we'll all have fun, tonight.

itunes: shadow of the day by linkin' park

And maybe I should learn to sleep earlier, not at 2 or 3 am. But that's if there's no more episodes of Friends left for me to watch.

I probably ain't really using the time that I have for these two weeks as wisely, as I would want to. But well, it takes time slowly anyway.

Anyway, it's been kind of an alright day, and I doubt I am actually making much of a full use of this blog anymore.

itunes: hate that i love you by rihanna ft. ne-yo

Post A's have been spent mostly at home, with the company of Gossip Girl, Friends Season 10 and Spongebob Squarepants.

Other than that, class dinner the past few days and the stupid migrane that made me sleep for almost twelve hours in total. I haven't got that amount of sleep in ages.

And I realised I haven't had much to put in here recently.

itunes: learning to breathe by switchfoot

So instead of going full swing on the thousand MCQ marathon, I spent some time watching Gossip Girl, and so, it's impossible for me to finish the thousand then. Right, don't laugh.

Can't believe that this is the end of it already, two years of JC life, and it's down to this last paper. Am I glad that it's Chemistry.

And I'm waiting patiently for episode 9.

Don't you think the guys of Gossip Girl looks much better than the girls?

xoxo, haha.

itunes: what about now by daughtry

Right, it's down to the last two papers, feels much faster than the O Level's period back then. And I took a not-so-short one hour break today, to indugle in some Wii, since I was a good girl who didn't touch it for the past three days.

I can't wait to start on my thousand Chemistry MCQ marathon. 1000 questions in twentyfive hours, so that will fit exam condition of 40 MCQs in an hour.

I'm going to do BBDC and apply for Basic Theory now first.

itunes: what about now by daughtry


Arh, I think I'm quite disappointed with Westlife's new album, it's quite sad. The albums are just not as good as before, and maybe that's why I'm still listening to Daughtry. Oh well.



Just thought that I should thank the people for remembering.

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

itunes: all these lives by daughtry



If turning eighteen brings about so much pain, I'd rather not.


Happy Birthday Brenton.

itunes: treat me right by backstreet boys

I thought that this does deserve to be the last entry as a seventeen year old.

And my older brother rocks 'cause he bought us, I mean Brenton and I, NINTENDO WII. OMG.

Can't believe that he actually bought it for us, and it was only just a casual remark that I said that I wanted to get it after the A's.

Okay, I love my brothers.

1,2,3..awww.

itunes: from where you are by lifehouse

With less than twentyfour hours to go, can't say that I ain't excited at all. But I guess all the hype about turning eighteen isn't as much as before.

I'm quite sure that for the past few years, probably when I was about fourteen or so, I had wished that I would turn eighteen as fast as possible, so that I could get what I wanted, that's if you know what it was. And at least for the next two years or so back then, it would have been more or less the same. But it seems like, it doesn't matter that much anymore, or at least, I don't think it does.

Maybe I would be online in twentytwo hours time, or maybe I won't. But I know, I will be online registering for Basic Theory test. =)


So far away from where you are
The miles have torn us way apart
And I miss you
Yeah I miss you

So far away from where you are
And standing underneath the stars
And I wish you
Were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they’d mean everything to me
Yeah I miss
And I wish you
Were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the ways the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah I miss you
And I wish you
Were here

So far from where you are
These miles have torn us way apart
And I miss you
Yeah I miss you
Yeah I wish you
Were here

I really, really like♥ Lifehouse.

itunes: from where you are by lifehouse

And I don't think I've read a even more disturbing poem.


'Was it like this?'

Beatrix cried
when a strange man forced his way
into her room, put his hand
up her jersey, his tongue
in her mouth, tore
at her skirt and gave her
a jolt. Blood on her shoe.

Beatrix cried
when she told her boyfriend
all about
what the strange man did.

'Was it like this?' her boyfriend asked.
His voice was strange. He pushed her hard
against the wall, put his hand
up her jersey, his tongue
in her mouth, tore
at her skirt and gave her
a jolt. Blood on her other shoe.

Beatrix cried.

-- Dorothy Molloy, from the anthology, Hare Soup.


And I happened to read it, while blog-hopping.

Brrr, it's freaky.

itunes: something that i already know by backstreet boys

Blame it on the fact that the ipodtouch has to screw up at such a time, and that the screen keeps flashing every single minute, making it impossible to restore that I had nothing better to do than read the testimonials on Friendster.

I'm just only less than halfway through the thirtyfour pages of testimonials, but I guess it's best to stop at where I just read the last testimonial. If you know me well enough, you will know what I'm going to blabber about next.

Just the fact that would everything have been different if that night didn't happen? I'm just wondering where did that assuarance disappear to. By the way, I'm referring to the first ever "incident" that had happened. I don't think I'll ever know right, not that it's going to matter right now even if I know, it wouldn't help anyway. It's not the right time to know anyway.

And Wonder, if you're reading this, I really miss you ah. The testimonials, and blah blah blah. Don't go for holiday for too long okay?

I should go sleep now, since there's the last ever Maths exam tomorrow.

Now I know, why I still prefer Friendster to Facebook.

itunes: any other way by backstreet boys

I wasn't intending to come online actually, and to check my email using the ipod instead, but unfortunately, the screen on the ipod touch went blank after a few minutes, and it showed to plug into itunes, which left me with no choice but to be here right now.

And I don't know whether to be upset that the one month old ipod touch is not in working condition anymore, because it can't even be restored, argh. I'm glad that I've still got my favourite old ipod. Oh well, I'll just send that new thing for repair after the A's I guess.

Having heard Daughtry on the radio just now, makes me miss Daughtry a little, plus the fact that I've been listening to only BSB for the past one week. And it just reminded me of how much I was listening to Fall Out Boy, during the whole preparation for O Levels back then, and how the album accompanied me through the exams period.

I so will die without my ipod. Haha.

Oh, and I know what's the first thing to do when the clock strikes twelve this early Saturday morning, apply for Basic Theory online, FINALLY.

Ten days to go, to the end.

itunes: treat me right by backstreet boys

It's been one week, and I'll say it's okay so far, just for the fact that it's not good to fall ill in the mids of exams, and with less than a week from turning legal. Well, not that I'll be able to go out and be wild on that night, but still, haha.

Backstreet Boys has been keeping me company, and I'll say it's been quite a good company. =)

Sometimes, I'll just try hard to not to think, but it has been coming up more often these few times.