itunes: come back down by lifehouse

Well, for the sake that it's the 29th of December, once again.

Three years, it's been fast, hasn't it?

I can only say, that it's been tiring, really really tiring.

I guess this is the best entry that I can give for now.


Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

You're coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you

I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

when you come back down,
i miss you

itunes: the mixed tape by jack's mannequin

So there has been a new routine formed.

It's waking up at 730 in the morning, driving lesson at 8 am. Then coming home after lesson to sleep for a few more hours till past noon, and next, work in the afternoon, till late. And lastly, sleeping in the wee hours of the morning.

More or less, something like that.

Has been tiring, but it's something I'm learning to get used to. I'm actually looking forward to next year, or rather next week, when my schedule will become more fixed and organised, so that I can settle down into it. But if it's going to continue being so tiring, I totally will have no idea what to do.

Ah well, I'm hungry.

itunes: my blue heaven by taking back sunday

Two sides twist and then collide;
You're coming off the cart.
I'm coming through.
A torturous condition to a spin cycled submission,
You know, sometimes it just feels better to give in.
It felt better to give in.

And it's all too familiar,
And it happens all the time.
All the cards begin to stack up,
Twisting heartache into fine little pieces that avoid an awful crime,
But it's you I can't deny.

Dull heat rises from the sheets.
I'm both a patient boy ...and a jealous man.
But double standard of suspicion,
Is running deep, oh, my blue heaven,
Sometimes, it just feels better to give in.
And it felt better to give in.

And it's all too familiar,
And it happens all the time.
All the cards begin to stack up,
Twisting heartache into fine little pieces that avoid an awful crime,
But it's you I can't deny...

We swing and we sway,
As this tiny voice in my head starts to sing,
"You're safe, child, you are safe."
"You're safe, child, you are safe."

Is this all too familiar?
Does it happen all the time?
I'm just asking you to hear me.
Could you please, just once, just hear me?
More then anything you wanted to be right.
Still it's you, you, it's you I can't deny...

itunes: tattoo by jordin sparks

I almost didn't feel like logging in here, 'cause it seems as if there's so much to put here but yet, felt as if it was redundant. But we'll see how it goes then.

So the eight days in Kuala Lumpur had been fun, just shop+eat+sleep+bowl, though I was involved in the bowling by being only a spectator. I had my first experience at the new archery shop that opened in the extended Sunway Lagoon Shopping Centre, and not forgetting entering the casino at Genting and playing the slot-machine. Shhh.

By the way, I was really impressedsurprised by myself that I could recognise the whole shopping centre when I reached there, and I mean the shops in the older block of the building. And by the last few days of the trip, I could confidently remember most of the shops' location, including the new extension. Okay, big deal, but I like it that I can. Haha.

First day of work at Dempsey, a little traumatising, 'cause the crowd sort of came in at quite regular interval, but each time the crowd can be almost unbearable. And the worst I would say, is when you realise you missed a customer's order, especially the drinks. And to wait three minutes for the Blegian waffle to bake, hoping that the customer will not be impatient with the wait. Now I know what it feels, haha. But it's all good, I'm enjoying it after all, and I guess I'll be getting used to all these in a while.

The year's coming to an end in a few days, so I'll leave the 2007 playlist for one of these days then. Anyway, most of the songs in this new playlist have been appearing in the past few years' playlist.

Two events that I'm REALLY looking forward to.
1. Jay Chou's concert on 19th January
2. MAROON 5'S concert on 25th March

MERRY CHRISTMAS.
=) =) =)

itunes: empty by the click five

I was in the MRT today, and since my ipod touch died on me, I'm glad I had my ipod on stand-by. And I had the sudden craving to listen to this song again. So with the song playing, I thought about how the past month has been.

Well, let's just say it's been so far so good.

Within one month,
1. I've passed my Basic Theory test, and started on driving practical
2. I've met up with the secondary school clique.
3. I had one hell of a night of fun, at the best birthday party so far.
4. Prom was over and done with, no fuss about it.
5. I had my first job interview and I got my 'dream' job at Ben & Jerry's.
6. I've overcome my phobia of vaccination, yeah, that needle thingy, finally after 18 years.

I'm probably living THE life now, in fact, I'm more or less satisfied with it.

Even spending time today out with just Clara was really fun, lunch@bakerzin plus shopping and it was more than enough. I'm glad for days like that. And when I'm home, it's Friends+Gossip Girl+Laguna Beach.

And for the past few days, I've been busy with training to be a Scoopy of Ben & Jerry's. It's been fun to know a whole new group of friends, batch#38, as we're known. So now, I look forward to starting work when I get back from KL next Saturday. And, visit me at DEMPSEY'S BEN & JERRY'S!!! I'll be there from the 23rd onwards.

This reminds me, I'll have to compile a new playlist, and call it playlist 2007, like I've been doing for the past two years. So that'll have to come after I'm done packing my luggage, which I'm only starting on after my shower.

Will be back later, with playlist 2007.

itunes: memory by sugarcult

And since I've been sleeping really late(early morning) for the past few days, it's probably time to sleep and wake up at times that a normal human being does.

Plus training@Ben&Jerry's is starting tomorrow, and for the next three days. I guess everyone can tell how excited I am to start. Not forgetting the Basic Theory test that I've got in the morning tomorrow, it's finally here after one month of waiting.

I'm so glad I've got Gossip Girl, Laguna Beach, and not forgetting, Friends to keep me company.

Five days till KL.

And for the fact that I haven't done this for quite some time.


This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?

itunes: straightjacket feeling by the all-american rejects

I've come to realise, that I'm becoming less and less reliant on this blog. I don't know if that is good actually. Cause I won't be surprised that I'll be abandoning this sooner than I thought I will.

Meanwhile, life has been a-okay, (I won't deny that I like that term), and I'll admit, that I had much more fun at the birthday party, than I had for Prom. Monday night was nowhere near what I enjoyed last Friday night. And I'm really grateful that my parents had agreed to the party, and for everyone who had made it one of my unforgettable night of my life.

I was just thinking of how fast, it has been, we're coming to the end of a year, yet again. It's the last month of 2007, I'll be going up to KL in a week's time, and spend a week plus over there. Then it's going to be back for Christmas, and after that, 2008. Guess it's time to gather my thoughts for the year again.

Happy Birthday anyway, to you.