itunes: over you by daughtry

I just wish that it ain't true. That I didn't guess it correctly.

Please.
Tell me that I'm wrong.

I'm slowly getting closure,
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up these pieces.
I'm spending all of these years,
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got

over you?

itunes: lips of an angel by hinder

So for the past week, I've been scooping ice-cream consecutively for six days. Can be said to be the record-breaking number of days that I've worked so far. Wouldn't say that I'm not tired out from it, but it's been fun. Honestly, one thing that I would say that have made my 2008 go a-okay so far for the past month, would be standing behind the dipcases and scooping the ice-cream.

One negative point though, my nails are far from what it used to be. Feels as if I've been doing alot of rough work. Haha. But it doesn't matter. Since I can see myself enjoying my first-ever job, till probably July. Yes, that's how long I'm intending to work. And it'll be between 4-5 days per week still. I secretly hope no one will steal my shifts though. Heard that, Ari? Haha

Anyway, it's kind of time to meet up with people. It's been a while. The SC clique, plus the class people, and many many others.

Maybe, it would have been better if.

itunes: with you by sum 41

Songs that have been having that impact on me.

- sum 41's with me
- daughtry's what about now
- rihanna & neyo's hate that i love you
- onerepublic's stop and stare
- lifehouse's come back down
- taking back sunday's my blue heaven
- the click five's empty
- chris brown's with you
- jordin sparks' tattoo
- mika's happy ending
- still red jumpsuit apparatus' your guardian angel

and not forgetting, the usual few songs. Goodnight then.


i want you to know,
with everything, i won't let this go,
these words are my heart and soul.
and i'll hold on to this moment you know,
as i bleed my heart out to show,
and i won't let go.

itunes: my blue heaven by taking back sunday

It's never good to lie.

Neither is it good to hide, for too long.

'Cause one day, you'll realise that you can't take it anymore.

Just wish I didn't have to find out.


You know, sometimes it just feels better to give in.
and it's all too familiar,
and it happens all the time.

itunes: make me over by lifehouse

I've been having alot of fun at work. But just today, that certain surge of emotions came back to me. I haven't felt that impact for quite a while, like how I did while having dinner just now.

Uncle Eddy was talking to me, and when he told me that he found out about it, I don't exactly know what I was feeling. But when he said he felt that it was good that there was something, and that it was compatible, I guess, I could only give a weak smile, physically. And deep inside my heart, I guess it was a much larger smile.

But whatever it is, it is a thing of the past after all. Not much of use, whether I could smile about it now or not. What's gone, is gone after all.

I'm just wondering, how good it would be, if I could say that it doesn't belong to the past.


i'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind,
in your mind.
changing myself just to stand alone in your eyes,
in your eyes.
pull me in, take me out,
make me over.

itunes: stolen by dashboard confessional

fuck.

itunes: with me by sum 41

I'm still up at this hour, not surprisingly though. No idea why I'm so tired today, that I took a two hour nap in front of my laptop while attempting to study for FTE. So right now, I've got a Chewy Bar and the Final Theory book to accompany me, at least till 2am.

Kinda sucks that I realised only today, that I've to pass the evaluation two weeks before the test. I forgot about it, like TOTALLY. And if I don't pass the FTE tomorrow, I'll have to wait another two more months to get the re-test slot. Which will really suck, if it happens. Touchwood.

Anyway, life has been alright. I'm happy that I'm working in an environment where it's all happy. Who wouldn't be happy, when surrounded by ice-cream. And a plus point, it's Ben&Jerry's!

And Gossip Girl+Friends+One Tree Hill has been filling the free slots in my life. Other than these, there's Jay Chou's concert this coming Saturday, SATs again next Saturday, and I'm hoping to go for Switchfoot's concert too.

Just one thing lacking though.


I still don't have you.

I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
And I'll hold on to this moment you know
As I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

I am nothing, without you.

itunes: happy endings by mika

Well, post "hundred & seventynine" was supposed to be the last entry of 2007, but I've decided that I should just leave it in my draft, and have this as it instead.

I'm sorry that I can't put much in here right now.

Anyway, this would probably be the only song from Mika that I will listen to.


this is the way you left me,
i'm not pretending.
no hope, no love, no glory,
no Happy Ending.
this is the way that we love,
like it's forever.
to live the rest of our life,
but not together.


Goodnight.