itunes: better in time by leona lewis

Sometimes, I'd rather be more ignorant, and at the same time stronger, to tell people what I want, and when I'm not happy. I really wish I was much stronger, so people can hear me, out loud, and let me make my own decisions, do whatever I want to.

So, eff and listen.

itunes: better in time by leona lewis

I've been spending my life this way: driving lessons + scooping ice-cream & more ice-cream + watching o.c. + wasting time on facebook + shopping&eating with the mum + gym& run + random meet-ups.

Actually, that basically sums up the life I've been living for the past four months. Not that I'm groaning or complaining about it. It's good enough. I've got to know more and more people with each passing day, and I'm glad.

Just probably that I'm hoping to meet up more often with the people, like: sc people + sa3 + bowlers + others.

Anyway, there's like two more weeks to Free Cone Day, and I'm kind of still undecided between GWC or Cathay. Or rather, unsure of where I'm going to be assigned to, just hope I'll get to stick with the Dempsey people. And, a month and a half to go till Europe, I can't wait for Disneyland actually, haha.

Alright, one episode of O.C. before I turn in.


thought i couldn't live without you
it's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll all get better in time
and even though i really love you
i'm gonna smile 'cause i deserve to
it'll all get better in time

It will.

itunes: stay for a lifetime by four letter lie

It's been a while, hasn't it?

Maroon 5 was all that great, fabulous I would say. Just that suffering from the post-Adam Levine wasn't that fun. But anyway, I'm just so glad that I caught them.

So being obssessed with the O.C. has kept me busy. And it kept me thinking again. I would just say, it's been quite a fast year, not all was too good, but fairly alright.

Much more changes this time, but I've realised I'm getting more used to changes. Or at least, I think I am.

I just feel, well, really, really tired already.

I'll just leave the rest to some other time.

Ain't that good a day, nor a time to put all down.

staring right back in the face
a memory can't be erased
i know, because i tried
start to feel the emptiness
and everything that i'm gonna miss
i know, that i can't hide
all this time is passing by
i think it's time to just move on

Goodnight.