itunes: over you by daughtry

Ah, no doubt I'm happy that I got my driving license already, it's been quite freaky that for the past two days, some vans have been not really nice in giving way and tried to change lane and cut infront of me when I was about to change lane too. Resulting, almost in a collision.

But well, there was the mention of me having a chance to get a car of my own, so =).

And work today, was okay, entertaining ourselves with my new Poloraid. But then, JIN!!! Why do you have to go to pastry?!?!?! I'll so miss someone flicking my cap, and teasing me, and doing whatever you like doing.

Honestly, I'm really going to miss our night-talks, playing our favaourite DAUGHTRY. Plus, the fact that I won't be around for the next two weeks, I so know that you're going to miss me like shit. And, I think, vice-versa too, haha.

Well, and time for some serious stuff, it's getting quite frustrating that I've not gotten any reply about my university application from ***. So much so, I'm going down later in the morning and asking them instead. I'm just worried it wouldn't be in time.

And, I realised I really shouldn't read too many blogs. That's 'cause whenever I do, I'm bound to find out something that would make me not exactly happy. Just a lil while ago, I came to realisation that I probably have been thinking too much and reading too much into the actions. It seems as if I'd been giving myself, probably false hopes, I could safely say. I'm hoping honestly, that what I thought, or felt at first was true. Because, I really don't want to waste another chance. It was taken away once from me, and again second time, by the same. Plus, I recently could feel as if it's healing, given the conversation just now.

But, but... it's kind of just like but.

I haven't been able to type much of these for quite a while.

itunes: i'm all about you by aaron carter

And, guess what?

I CAN FINALLY DRIVE, LIKE, I'VE GOT A CERTIFIED LICENSE!!!

It's like, really, finally!

=)

And I had a great dinner, catching up with the SC girls.

I'll probably get my butt down to packing the luggage, now.

itunes: as long as you love me by backstreet boys

"to all those lost souls who have forgotten to believe in the immensity of love..."

I kind of love that line, quite alot, and in case you're wondering where it's from, One Tree Hill. Probably that's one of the reason why I love the show so much, the great lines, and the great great songs. Unfortunately, it was just the end of the fifth season. It's been five whole seasons and I'm still loving the show. I'm really looking forward to the sixth!

"hate is safer than love."

Probably so, I guess. During closing last night, I heard Daughtry's 'What About Now', and then it brought me back to that very day, when it was one of the worst day of my life. I could visualise myself in the Hub back in ACJC, facing the walls in a corner of my own, with the books and notes all on the table and I was drowning in my own sorrow/tears. But but, it was also this song, and that very day, that made me want to move on. It wasn't really successful back then, almost more than half a year ago, it seems. Anyway, I think I'm just ready to proclaim that I am, or at least I'm trying really hard to already, I AM! Haha, so yeah, Daughtry is ♥, and a big big part of my life. =)

Well, I've got a week more of work, then a two weeks' break to Europe, and probably, just a few more weeks of scooping ice-cream, sadly.

itunes: quit playing games (with my heart) by backstreet boys

So I'd decided that songs from the boyband-pop era, are more worthwhile to listen to. Nah, 'cause after hearing BSB during one of the closings last week, I realised I miss my Westlife-BSB-N*SYNC days.

And within one night, I uploaded A1, BBMak, BSB, Blue, Bardot, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera, Boyzone, O-Town, Spice Girls into itunes. Some even coming to almost ten years old.

Well, at least I've got a new playlist to listen to for the next few weeks.

Meanwhile, it's driving license + EUROPE =) to look forward to.

And Wonder, I hope you're feeling MUCH MUCH BETTER!

itunes: blind by lifehouse

(-) points
1. my fave AJnr slippers broke
2. john terry was out of the match at the fifteenth minute :(
3. CHELSEA LOST :( :( :( x 10000000
4. newcastle lost too

(+) points
1. great MOTHER's day + family day time
2. bought a pair of white slippers from topshop that i sort of like in replace of my broken slippers while shopping halfway
3. nice tauhuey to eat while watching first few mins of match
4. john terry is most likely fit for Champion League Finals
5. Chelsea still stands a chance in the Finals

Even though (+) > (-), I think I shall sleep early, like right after this, to cry about the (-).

And I think I'm just joking.

P.S: JIN! You know what to do when you see me on Tuesday!
(Since I'm like :( X 10000)
Goodnight :(

itunes: home by daughtry

I was just talking to Jin online earlier, and he asked me to update. So I explained that I didn't want to make this blog a routine thing for me, in the sense that I'll come here as and when I feel like it. And this explains it. Haha, so Jin, if you're reading this, which I'm sure you will, just don't flick my cap too much when you see me next.

Anyway, updates.

Scooping ice-cream has brought me much closer to a few people, especially for the past few weeks, and we all begin to see the political and competitive side, which unfortunately, includes almost all companies. Not that I didn't know about it, but well, I guess there's always the competitive nature in each human being. It's just how much of an extent it is. But this aside, all has been much much good. Like Free Cone Day! And I'm putting up photos for this, how rare is it?!

I had to do opening back at Dempsey and the crowd felt as if it was on a weekend night. People came in, thinking it was FCD and so many groups of students took the walk up the hill + cabbed up and ended up getting disappointed. Only consolation=> one whole barrel of free water for them to drink, haha. And I left to help out for an hour or so at Great World City's FCD which gave me a lil experience of it, and it was fun enough.

After-party back at Dempsey, was probably where it all hit me. I was really glad that I had my dearest Sam with me, and she sticked with me throughout the whole night. Even though I didn't exactly like what I saw when I first entered the doors of the shop, but heck it. Things felt akward, but it got better after a lil while, since all of us were spreading the DEMPSEY LOVE, haha.

Thank you Sam, Ari, Sann, Min, Tiff, Ivan, Jin, Uncle Sam, MamaJan, Bob, Alicia + GWC for that night.





















































































After all, it was the 29th of April.

Moving on, SAthree finally had a gathering on first of May, and this time, we mangaged a bbq over at my place. Eighteen of us, the feeling was wonderful. Though the two main topic that night was ARMY+ UNIVERSITY, everyone ended up sitting around a table together, and just chatting the night away. How hard is it, for any class to get such a high attendance? But honestly, we always have almost the same group turning up and because of this people, I wouldn't mind making the effort to plan more of this. They're the backbone and joy of my past two years. =)

Anyway, I just realised a lil while back ago, that I've only got probably two more months to scoop the ice-cream, and it got me a little emotional, or rather sad. 'Cause working there, sort of open up my world to another side, and really really brightened up the start of my year, and still is. I really don't know how it's going to be like, when I do stop there.

Alright, I doubt I've typed such a long entry for a long time, and I think I need the sleep.

Goodnight.