itunes: maybe by jay sean

Four years down, who knew that we'll be where we are today?

Instead of being all upset and emo about this day, I'd decided last night, while messaging bff, that I won't want to feel like how I did for the past two years or so, on this same day. I'd rather smile about it.

I had a chance right? Or rather, the same chance twice. Ain't it much better than the people who have been given just that, ONE chance. Am I to be considered lucky? Haha.

Uncle Eddy mentioned on Thursday night, that most girls won't fully understand and be able to control their emotions properly, till they turn twenty-one. Probably so? But since, I'm kind of still a lil far from that age, I shall just excuse myself from all these ups and downs. Can't blame it, haha.

And just to add on, I had a really fun weekend, leading up to this day. Friday was quite a eventful day! Narnia + Kung Fu Panda with made me really happy. Plus, ending the night at En Grill with the few constants for the past few years, (you all mean alot to me!). And my first ride in Wonder's car, let's say I'm so thankful for our conversation in the car. Maybe soon, we'll start to have more night rides okay bff!

Saturday at the beloved Demspey B&J's is always fun, esp. when it's closing! Plus plus, it was Sam+Pam+Ivan, what more could I ask for. And not forgetting, my dearest buddy Jin(there you go, your name again!) and finally getting to meet your gf too, Jin!

I haven't had such meaningful weekend for quite a while, actually. Anyway, I think it's high time to meet people, SC + SAthree!

Anyway, the Euro Cup final is tonight, or rather early morning later. It's ending, and yeah, ironically, that was what got it all started, just that it was four years ago.


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itunes: what about now (idol gives back performance) by daughtry

Myeh, I've never used this term before. But, whatever.

I'm just like, feeling almost speechless about it? Towards how I feel. It's just sort of like a whole cloud of emotions. Making me all confused again.

I don't know if I'm to wait, or should I wait. And end up waiting for nothing, again? False hopes? Living in denial? Move on? Make a move? Doubt the feelings? Mutual? Be happy?

I have no idea.

I know though, I'm jealous. Quite sure of it.

And def, I'll miss .

But in what way? Which way do I want? What am I wishing for, hoping for?

Wait, wait, wait...

or not?

itunes: better in time by leona lewis

And this is for your sake, Jin.

Today again, honestly, I felt as if Dempsey's really my second home. The feeling of knowing every single person in the shop, nothing beats that. Was really glad to see Sam, and the usual faces, though I've already been back for one week and have been there almost everyday.

I don't know how often I'm going to be able to be back there, when school starts. All I know, is that I'll definitely miss the place, especially the people. Aww.

And I really think the song is apt.

Sounds weird, haha.

Sorry Wonder, I've should realised it sooner.

itunes: if i never see you again by maroon 5 ft. rihanna

I was bored, and thought this was fun.

Open iTunes. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.
Sort by Song -
First Song: Above Me - Rufio (And I've never listened to this song before)
Last Song: 7月7日晴 - 許慧欣 (blame my mando-pop craze back then, 5 years ago)

Sort by Time -
Shortest Song: Interlude II - The Fray (It's from the Live at the Electric Bootleg Factory album)
Longest Song: Pump It - The Black Eyed Peas (I have no idea why it's such a long version)

Sort by Artist -
First Artist: A*Teens
Last Artist: 98 Degrees

Sort by Album -
First Album: The A List - A1
Last Album: 98 Degrees and Rising [UK] - 98 Degrees

Search the Keyword -
Song title only - and see how many songs appear:
"Sex": 2
"Death": 1
"Love": 93
"You": (ah 365 songs were listed, but some had 'you' not in the title, and I'm too lazy to count)
"Me": (same reason)
"Drug": 0
"Hate": 6

Shuffle your library and list the first five songs. No padding your
playlist you hipster, you. Be honest!!

1. Nails For Breakfast, Tacks For Snacks - Panic! At The Disco (one of their songs when they still had the '!')
2. This Is My Now - Jordin Sparks
3. You Are The Music In Me - High School Musical Cast
4. 一見鍾情 - 群星(雪天使) (Like what the hell, from one of the Taiwanese Idol Drama)
5. From The Start - Ryan Cabrera


Total music: 2041 songs (and I've got repeated and live tracks, inclusive)


Anyway, I like the live band thingy at Dempsey. Makes scooping ice-cream much more fun, but oh well. I'VE ONLY GOT A MONTH LEFT =(

itunes: breathing by lifehouse

'Cause it's been too long, far too long.

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say,
and even if you don't wanna speak tonight,
that's alright, alright with me.
'Cause I want nothing more than to,
sit outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing.
Is where I want to be.


I'll update in a while.

itunes: one more try by a1

And I'm so glad, that I went down that morning in the end. At least now, I can fly off and shop in peace. =)

I've been sleeping around this time actually, for the past few days. Resulting in, a really restless me. My days of sitting in front of the teevee watching Friends and snacking is back. But I'm fine with it. Plus the fact that I'm actually leaving in a few hours' time. So, I know probably today might be the last time I'm doing that. After I'm back in two weeks' time, I'd probably be busy with the matriculation and camp stuff. And it's only going to be a few weeks more for me and my Ben & Jerry's. Soon, it'll be back to school, at a new campus, one that I've been wanting for, for a really long time.

I'm kind of actually feeling sleepy now, given that I'm almost just done with the packing. Alright, so I should just hope that I'll get internet access at wherever I'm going to be, for the next two weeks.

Enjoy the GSS in the sunny/not-so-sunny Singapore then, people!


Please give me one more try for the sake of our love
Give me one more chance 'cause I can't give you up
I can't live one more day without you in my arms
I could never find another like you

Probably the only song by a1 that I really love, by the way.