itunes: what about now (idol gives back performance) by daughtry

Myeh, I've never used this term before. But, whatever.

I'm just like, feeling almost speechless about it? Towards how I feel. It's just sort of like a whole cloud of emotions. Making me all confused again.

I don't know if I'm to wait, or should I wait. And end up waiting for nothing, again? False hopes? Living in denial? Move on? Make a move? Doubt the feelings? Mutual? Be happy?

I have no idea.

I know though, I'm jealous. Quite sure of it.

And def, I'll miss .

But in what way? Which way do I want? What am I wishing for, hoping for?

Wait, wait, wait...

or not?