itunes: i will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie

Well, seems like I can't. At least, not for tonight. I don't know why. I tell myself that I can, but it seems otherwise. Each time, the more I think about not giving in, it seems like I'm falling in deeper?

It kind of felt as if I've got a lil crack there, yeah, the heart?

Things change, my dear.

Even though I try hard not to, I think I'll always believe what Peyton said in One Tree Hill, people always leave.

I know it's cliche, and everyone uses it.

It's just part and parcel of life, I should have expected it. (Jin, rmb, you told me to be prepared?)
Well, I doubt I'm still ready for it yet.

Never mind, I guess I still can manage a little smile.