itunes: hands down by dashboard confessional

I admit, I've been having a negative attitude towards school, for the past two weeks. But somehow, this week, I'm beginning to be more receptive towards school. The 'hate' that I had for the past few weeks, is subsiding, and I guess it's a good thing? Probably 'cause I'm getting used to it, and knowing the fact that it's something that I can't avoid anyway. I've promised myself to get started on work, right this very moment, (after I'm done with this entry and prob OTH), and to make the best out of my next four years. I doubt I want to be really active in the school activities though. That's probably okay.

And after working last night, I don't know why, the feeling's sort of fading away? Wouldn't actually dare to say it's fading, but it's changing. I'm probably starting to miss less of it already. To me, this is what I probably was afraid. That it will change. And it seems like it is. I can't decide whether it's good or not. The past eight months sped passed so fast, that I kind of regret not enjoying it more. But it's all good. Especially the last three months.

I'm accepting it. Maybe it probably might work better this way. Just that I thought at first that it might have been something different? Seems otherwise, given the state. But it's all okay.

SO right now, I'll just be prepared for a really busy weekend, plus busy-busy weeks to come. And whenever I can, I'll go back to stand behind those dipcases. =)