itunes: romantic balcony by mltr

You know, I think I just can't seem to bear to.

I can't forsee how it's going to be like if I'm going to start hating.

It's like, I'm looking at the photos, and I just can only smile about it. For those moment, now I feel, it was too good to be true.

Maybe I like living in self-denial. Somehow or rather, I just can't get myself to believe that it's like that. That what is obvious now is what I never thought it would be.

A total different perspective today, I'm determined. But yet, I give in easily.

I don't regret. I never believe in regretting. Because you wouldn't know or learn, till you've tried. It's just, wasted.

And right now, I just want to give in again.