itunes: what about now by daughtry

I thought, it wouldn't hurt as much as it used to. But apparently not.

For the first time this year, it hurts alot again, worst ever so far.

I'm just hoping for it to fade away as the year goes. If not, it's going to be unbearable, yet again. Time and time again, I'm brought back to such a situation.

Okay, I make it sound like there was alot of times, but no. Just thrice, two subjects, within five years.

One broke, mended it back, but broke it again. Then the next, warned of the danger, patched it back, but burnt badly.

I keep getting reprimanded for living in denial, but that's just me. What am I to do about it?

I'm glad for school, but unfortunately for the wrong reason, the workload burdens me so much that I'm too tired and can't be bothered to care about it. For just that period of time only.

I NEED A PERMANENT SOLUTION.